Ashis Africa Vision

Africa Vision 46

2008-02-05T03:55:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 46

February 3, 2008

Battle is on?

There is no way to predict where I will be in 12 hours!
Cameroon, Chad, France or as I hope India.

It is unclear who has won the battle.
It is unclear if the battle is over.

Choppers have been flying all night.
Morning dawn greets with some light gunfire.

What will happen to Chad?
Is the perpetual cycle of violence going to stop?

Will the world open its eyes to ruthless exploitation by the few?
Or is it Britney goes bonkers as usual.

Balance the edge.
Be free.

Today or tomorrow I will be ok.
Wish I could say the same of our Chadian friends.

They will have to endure ongoing violence.
As they have been for o so long.

Host to 250000 refugees without a sigh.
And that one of the poorest countries of the world.

Hospitality often claimed to be a Western virtue.
It is here we can learn.

Today my Chadian friends are joking about the gunfire.
What else to do?

They have been hearing it for so long
And then the staff here in the Meridian

Not a heartbeat
Room service during a rocket attack

Holosync your way through the bombs
Focus on peace.

Young boys out on the street fighting for a slice of the cake.
Warlord or new president?

Will the old prevail we shall see.
Rumors flying thick and fast.

The boss is still in power.
His troops are on the way from East and South.

His troops have been intercepted.
They do not want to fight anymore.

I am grateful today.
The staff of Meridian, the French troops.

Sure I will be in the USA to talk about the plight of people in this part of the world.
They all deserve so much better.

My friends of World Abundance and www.stopgenocidenow.org
Are posting, history in the making.

Let us pray
And give peace a chance

Om shanti,

Ashis

Africa Vision 45

2008-02-05T03:53:00.001-08:00

Africa Vision 45

February 2, 2008

Rebels in N’Djamena

The president of Chad is under heavy pressure. As I write the heavy artillery pounding has stopped for some minutes. The gunshots are still ringing in my ears. President Idris Itno Deby is fighting for his life. Maybe as of today he will be enjoying his collected millions in France. That is if the rebels let him escape. After a one-week journey through the Chadian outback and a clash yesterday 50 kilometers outside of N’Djamena the rebels have taken the upper hand. Next on the agenda will be the looting that happens in moments of transition.

It has been hectic today. Rebels shelling the presidential palace only 30 minutes ago. It is about 1 kilometer away from hotel Meridian where I have taken up shelter.

How does it feel to hear bullets zing by?

Trembling due to grenades hitting hard.

Tank rolling and helicopters in the sky?

See and smell mortar’s shard.

There was a song in my head or actually several.
Oompa Loompa from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
I will survive by Cake
Don’t worry about a thing by Bob Marley and the Wailers.

You live the moment.

1. Discuss with an Ivorian professor who teaches in San Francisco the economical history of Africa. Banter on the pros and cons of the nation state in Africa. How Africa’s nations nearly all young are doing remarkably well in some ways

2. Discuss with an Arabic gum trader his experiences of the embargo of trade with North Sudan, the revolution in Chad and the uprising in Kenya. All this in the last weeks

3. You meditate for peace.

4. Shell out hugs

5. Share French fries.

6. Have dinner with 9 people from all over the world and discuss Celine Dion, world abundance, African coups, Churchill, American presidential elections and million things more during a French cheese gourmet dinner. Joking about a coup that seemingly failed.

Today is the moment of bliss. The moment to rejoice. Be alive. No way the end is near.

I contemplated on going to the hospital, as there are hundreds of wounded soldiers there. But there has been no opportunity for transport and it would be silly to risk being attacked by rebels, stray bullets, stray dogs and bombarding to aid the needy.

Waiting for the sun and praying for peace.

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 44

2008-02-05T03:49:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 44

January 28, 2008

Boubous in Dougia.

Dusty lanes with happy kids playing football. A quiet forest and then the Chari River flowing majestically towards Lake Chad. It is the same river that passes through N’Djamena upstream. He area is known for hunting, fishing and artisan work. I think I am here on the right day to see the market, as it is a Monday. Dougia is a resort Chadian style with Fawlty Tower like service. But why worry when there are peacocks and boubous around?

The boubous are blue buttocks langur like monkeys. Observing them reminds me much of humans. After all in every group of humans there are some loud mouths crying for attention. With posturing and screeches the attention of the leader is asked. Seeking his acknowledgement is what it is about. Submissive behavior a plenty and so is the flea-ing or grooming. After a conflict or to avoid one huge amounts of time are spent grooming one and other.

I can see within the colony carbon copies of our world leaders and regional leaders. Too bad it is an insult to the friendly monkeys. They at least live in a more or less peaceful harmony without mass destruction. They even deal with the naked ape very well. When humans come with their flashlights and cameras they pose as professional photo models for the cameras. Be it one or twenty. The nuts are happily munched and a swim in the pool is demonstrated when the people are really nice.

This Dougia is a really calm place. The peacocks have taken driving lessons and are now qualified to ride a motorbike. Although the male peacock still has some problems keeping his feathered tail out of the wheel.

So as the scenery shows its tranquility the mind gets to ponder. Even the 20 hunters cannot disturb the soothing scene. Why do I like Africa so much? What part of my skills and knowledge will I be able to sell so I remain free to write, travel, work, do lecture tours, teach, film, network and treat patients?

I shall have to convince the people that I am made for teaching public health and infectious disease in Africa. And that by developing curricula for those topics at the Universities in Chad and South Sudan a sustainable change is made. As I walked around the medical faculty in N’Djamena one day later I realized once again how tough it is to teach and learn in such a deprived area. The next entry may touch that reality and describe the things I am planning to do over the next couple of months in Chad, the USA and hopefully South Sudan. Until then remember that the monkeys and peacocks showed the way. Live your life in bliss. Play and be. Fool your fellow humans in an affectionate way. Indulge them with photo-ops

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 43

2008-02-05T03:46:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 43

November 26, 2008

Herons

A gentleman came up to me outside the office today. Being the Boy Scout I can be on better moments I decided to listen to his story. In fact if I got it straight he plunged into a sale s pitch on an investment in fruit trees not far from N’Djamena. If I was to believe him with a little primary investment of 5.000.000 CFA and a yearly addition of 50.000 for permits only I would be set up to make a killing in 5 years time. Yes as he argued that is the time it takes for the trees to come to the fruit bearing age. I pondered and counted on my fingers. Never leaving his eyes. And with a mischievous hint I asked him how even a man with a belly like mine would be capable of eating 10000 dollars worth of fruit. And all the more important how about my hunger for fruits now. How to satisfy the imminent needs? I cannot be asked to think about the future. Now, now yelps the stomach.

A sign of disbelieve in the eyes of my salesmen. But I was not ready yet. As I was actually out in the courtyard observing the herons building nests I asked him about his knowledge of these lovely birds. An so I got a ten minute lecture on their nesting behavior, feeding patterns, eternal fidelity and why they would only nest in certain trees. After this expose I asked the gentleman if he got to know anything about me. He answered me yes I learnt about your character. So I asked him what about it? Is it good or is it bad? Well good for you. It was the best answer possible given the jester he was talking with. By now the poor man was looking at his watch and was starting to sweat profusely. I decided to let the poor man escape with some obligatory non-wisdoms about the interest of Indians in short term projects only and in birds in specific. Without running he scuffled away leaving me enriched in knowledge on the local herons.

Later that day my friend police inspector Pap swung by on his Harley. Lucky for me I only ate one cake and had one left to receive him. Friends and services work very sly here. He told me of my robber who is now working as a police informer, in fact I have seen him around the street and he was eating outside the Senegalese restaurant today. Small gifts are always appreciated and so my friend was fishing for the modem so he could hook up his laptop to the Internet. He always has great stories to tell. Today we discussed his views on the potential of criminals to revert to normal behavior. He believes that some can but that those that keep repeated crimes must be punished in the harshest way possible.

The story of the way was about embezzlement in the beer brewery in N’Djamena. Some gang was siphoning of beer of the production line with the knowledge of several key people. So some people are caught chucked in jail and depending on their political cover they are out in a day or stay in for several years.

My friend Pap was naturally asked to provide his wisdom on the herons. I asked him why birds seem to be so peaceful as compare to humans and if we cannot learn a lot from them. Well Pap said:” There is only a little battle between them and they may be more happy because unlike humans who think too much, they just live and happily survive”

So perhaps in a next life return as a bird I quipped.

Perhaps indeed.

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 42

2008-01-24T08:09:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 42

November 24, 2008

A future and present leader.

Yesterday I had dinner with a Sudanese friend Ibrahim Musa Adam. He fled his home region a long time ago and is a fixer, translator, humanitarian, activist and most of all he is a humble and great guy. Over the last years he has worked for or with Aegis Trust, Waging Peace, The Greatest Good and several other NGO’s and groups. He is full of ideas and as we sat and laughed the evening away several topics popped up. When I asked him his 2 most important findings in the camps and in Darfur he said that the single most important thing is secondary education. If that does not come many refugees want to learn how to fight to solve the conflict in Darfur. It has been 5 years and an age group is losing time and opportunity to progress and learn.

He must meet Mr. Guru and Mr. Corporate Tree. They have come down to Chad to learn about the needs in the refugee camps and the surrounding areas. Their first thought was about starting secondary education in a refuge camp. Time and time again education pops up on list of things that will help in reconciliation, in keeping hope, in believing in a future, in creating a destiny. Why it has to take nearly 5 years to start up a secondary school goes beyond me. And believe it or not as I write this Mr. Tree calls. They call to touch base and share the excitement of visiting a camp for the first time. I miss my buddies. I have been aptly named Mr. Brahma chicken, the biggest chicken around. Smiles around. I am sure it will be one inspired meeting next Friday.

Mr. Ibrahim is filling out his application for a scholarship in Washington D.C. at George Washington University. It is a Banaa scholarship and I had the good fortune to meet two of the founding members of the organization while at the STAND (Students Action Now Darfur) National Conference in Washington only some months ago. The dream of that organization has to do with offering people from all over Sudan an opportunity to study reconciliation and conflict resolution. Ibrahim is one of the current leaders that deserves a place in my eyes. As he is sitting across the desk he is writing a 150-word entry on the story of a boy with terrible burn wounds for which he managed to find sponsors to have major reconstructive surgery done in South Africa. Then he will sweat on a 250-word essay on the future of Sudan.

At lunch we bumped into a Ghanaian friend. His country has been an example for many other African nations. Asked why he said first of all the first president Nkrumah a true visionary. One of his first steps was to abolish the name of the tribe in the name of people. After all are Ghanaians first not tribe members of X and Y. Then he focused on developing the part of the country that was left behind before independence. One of the main steps was opening primary and secondary schools. But also universities and vocational schools were founded or expanded.

What a contrast with Sudan / Darfur. In Darfur it was in the 60’s only that the first secondary school was opened. And racism has been an unofficial part of the workings of the government since independence. Exclusion of fellow Muslims in Darfur and the Eastern part of the country, animist/Christians in the South and Centre, exploitation and suppression to the ‘superior’ riverine Arab culture. Religion abused, the religion of brother and sisterhood corrupted to the difference of people on the basis of skin color or perceived African-ness versus Arab-ness.

At lunch we also talked about the use of aircrafts to bomb the refugee camps of Kalma and Hamidia in Zaleingi in November 2007. NGO’s were forced to leave and the silver birds fly in to release their firework. There are degrees of cowardice and this reaches the top of the pile. Now for all diplomacy and silent work of humanitarians were has it lead to? There is a repeating pattern of an abusive pattern of a bully getting away with mass murder, rape as a weapon of wart, mass destruction, aerial bombardment of civilian places, malnutrition as a weapon of war, arming of proxy fighters, avoiding international criminal justice, flaunting international regulations and on and on.

The African troops may roll into Sudan soon, but to protect what? Darfuri business people are voting with there feet setting up shop in the South of Sudan or Kordofan. And again there is the issue of mandate and the political courage to stand up to the playground bully. And then there is the economical interest of the Security Council members. Darfuri’s have shown tremendous resilience, dignity and humor despite the toothless responses of the International, African brothers and sisters.

I hope that people like my friend Ibrahim keep their golden smiles and vision for a peaceful Sudan.

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 41

2008-01-24T08:06:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 41

November 24, 2008

Be the change you want to see in the world.
-Mahatma Gandhi-

So what do I want to see in the world?

That a person treats others as he wishes to be treated himself.

That eyes are used to see not just to look.

That ears are used to hear not just to listen.

That the heart pounds with compassion for all.

That the unlovable is loved.

That there is no end to learning.

That there is no end to loving.

That all are part of One.

That to serve is to rule.

That we balance the edge.

That we listen to the Inner Child.

That we embrace every moment.

That now is the moment.

That change is now.

That obstacles are opportunities.

That opportunities are stepping stones.

That meditation every day is like an apple.

It keeps the doctor away.

Hug 6 people a day. (Add a tree)

Practice random acts of kindness.

Write daily appreciations
Be grateful.

Respect your self

Be your self

Be!

Be the change you want to see in the world.

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 40

2008-01-24T08:05:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 40

November 24, 2008

On the move

I will fly around the world for the second time in my life. The attempt is to tour India, the USA and the Netherlands in roughly 80 days. India to charge up, focus and meditate, ride down the mountains, meet the family and my parents, eat, buy clothes and trinkets, perhaps a painting as well. The last couple of years I go once a year and try to visit Rishikesh, Kolkata, New Delhi and Mumbai.

Then the USA for a third tour on the current state of Sudan and Chad adding to the awareness raising this time a fund raising component. I am happy about it. Not that the conflicts in Sudan and Chad are still ongoing but that I am going back to the USA. Last two times were brilliant. I met people from all walks of lives, of all ages with a common value the heart to care for people across the ocean in a different continent. It will be interesting to see if there is any change now that the big bear, the stock market crash is knocking on the door. I believe however that people will still have the same interest. Even with a presidential election coming up.

Final stop the Netherlands. Lots of babies to hug. Some newborns, some new houses and a lot of friends and family. Fundraising should be possible in Holland as well. See what the Dutch can shell out.

It is seemingly impossible to finish any work here. The electrical current in the house has not been working for three days. As a consequence I do not have water and to make things even better the generator, which is used in the office just decided to come to a grinding halt with a nice explosion. Nobody hurt, just no electricity and 1 hour 45 minutes left on the Mac battery. O, the reason for the power outage is a strike against weapon sales in Darfur. People will be lining up to demonstrate against the violence in Sudan. But opening their eyes to what is happening in Chad?

The Chadians who dare to speak out will always come with the same story. Chad was never a rich country but also not the poorest of poor. For the last 20 years there has been a steady decline to the bottom of the heap. Most say the poisonous cup is not empty yet and it must be swallowed whole before a change for the better may come. Yet that change will come. In many African countries there has been a change for the better and there is no reason to believe that eventually Chad will join the path of the democracies aiming for the future. Oil seemed to give an opportunity for making Chad a better place. But the revenues from the oil are not spent in the areas it is needed most.

I have talked before about our medical faculty. Perhaps some photos of the library will show 17 years of lack of investment and that is just one example. Children are being taught in straw huts without books across the country. Roads are being constructed to the areas we can find petrol, the rest of the country has been without and can stay without?

Namaskar, Ashis

Africa Vision 39

2008-01-24T08:04:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 39

November 22, 2008

Abundance of thoughts

Percolating thoughts dribbling through the mind.
I came, I saw, I hatched an egg?
Introspection on the why of mankind.
Surely not here to neg!

Questions asked about living the core.
With which there is no need for more.
What answers that quest?
The path to the inner child answers best.

Leave behind the fear of the unknown,
Bask in the glory of exploration.
Enjoy the sound of a giggle around
The sight of smiles abound.

Where the child goes there is the desire to know,
To play, to seek the edge.
Knowing and feeling that all are one
People equals mischief and fun.

Somehow when we grow rules impede
Behavior is expected.
Why is abolished.
Darkness enters
Fear of the heart
Loss of innocence and joy.

But then you turn the focus inward.

Enlighted souls are deemed to have an inner light
We all have the potential
Less is more
In scarcity abundance
Be the change you want to see in the world

Be the inner child
Come out of the hiding
Be the child
Be

Or be a bumblebee

Namaskar
Ashis

Africa Vision 38

2008-01-24T07:56:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 38

January 22, 2008

Abundance of water

My next-door neighbor forgot to close his tap. As a result his apartment flooded as did his down stair neighbor’s. Two carpets and two couches are waterlogged. Waiting for the dry cleaner. Also for 24 hours the water overflow ran down a hose creating a waterfall for the courtyard kids to play in. The kids had a ball, but the owners of the shop downstairs must be fuming. To show his power the son in law of the owner of the building came to tell me that from now on the gate would be closed at 21.00 and that any later arrival would be unacceptable. As we say in the Netherlands: ‘The soup is never eaten as hot as it is served’ I just called in my magic genie Faizal to sort out my small issue.

Mr. Tree, Mr. Forest and Mr. Brahma rooster had the good fortune to bump into one another again. Their fixer left them in a fix. Paper work to travel delayed, plane tickets to Abeche not arranged. Somehow Mr. Mubarak (the fixer) must have thought that in my spare time I double as a fixer. Well eventually we did trace down Mr. Mubarak mid air to find out he did not arrange anything. So some phone calls left and right and around 16.30 we stumbled into the right place to make plane reservations to Abeche. Just two days extra in N’Djamena for them. Well I mentioned before that the Arc de Zoe has had its impact on the travel, permits of all foreigners working or traveling in Chad. Thanks again bunch of bungling bums from France.

So I had the ultimate chance to be immersed in the business model for the future. The community based value added model. Instead of adding money the model is based on adding value to a service or an article. An example of that would be a company selling water and the entire profit going to clean water projects around the world. A consumer can decide to buy corporate Coca Cola water or water with an ideal. Pricing would be the same but no hoarding of money by fat cats but direct return to where the needs are.

It is great to jam about building model houses for refugees in such a way that skills are transferred, that the houses will be sustainable, have solar energy, water filtration and rain water catchment systems, a green house, solar powered heating/cooking and potentially even a lap top. It may seem far-fetched but the vision of visionary may be the dream of many or the impossibility of some or the reality of now. What may be considered fancy or high-end technology is not always so high tech.

While we were at UNHCR Ann took the time to have a discussion with us. She is responsible for all external contacts and has seen hundreds of groups and individuals pass bye. She made several great observations. If the mission’s goal was to look at education it should be secondary education or vocational education (masonry, carpentry etcetera). There should be a component for the host population as well, because often they are not much better off than the refugees and in fact they may be worst of in certain ways. The local community and the refugees should collaborate and it should be researched if this business model can be applied in different countries around the world.
Today I will take them to the hospital. I still have some classes to plan and some people to meet there of which news will come later.

Namaskar

Ashis

Africa Vision 37

2008-01-19T14:51:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 37

January 19, 2008

World abundance.

For the second time in two weeks there has been a problem with leaks coming from my apartment. This time with a lot of noise the down stair neighbors threatened to have me chucked in jail for water drops spoiling their previous stock. So with un-Chadian speed we got two guys in to check the pipes and cement my kitchen floor again. For the last month I have been waiting for a qualified technician to replace the lock in the door. Alas! To no avail. The television in my living room is I use as an extra area to dump my clothes. I just wished these professional also did doors, satellite hook ups and even the purchasing of a laundry iron. Charcoal, the electrical ones tend to blow all the fuses.

Joshua Tree a corporate humanitarian with the frame of a defensive line backer decided to explore my kitchen last night. Given it was dark due to a power cut he never realized he entered a sinking pit of setting cement. It took two buffalos to pull out the foot size 10.5 hero of the night. He likes to talk at 200 miles about a host of topics and I like the Hulk. He and Jeremiah are friends who have come to Chad with Gabriel (but two days later) and there are in Africa for the first time. There idea is to help set up a secondary school in a refugee camp by the refugees themselves. One or the most important driving force for them is gratitude. Doing the things you love and finding/hiring the best of people possible that can do the things that you are not an expert. All you need to arrange is a minimum cash flow. Hearing from two guys who implemented gratitude in their business, who see Gandhi, Einstein, Galileo, Copernicus as inspiration parts of their life story was great.

Motto: live in the present. As if I heard myself talking. It was a pleasant surprise to hear that both of them do the same type of meditation (holosync, the Divine and the Immersion) as I do. It helps me focus a lot.

And focus was one of the revolving themes we discussed yesterday and I am sure we will re-enter the same discussion today. Clearly one can identify one thousand different needs in Chad of which a hundred may even be urgent. However to address an issue there can be maximum of impact by digging deep into one or limited topics.

We ended up in the Carnivore for dinner, jazz and some lighter discussion. I went home buzzed with ideas and challenged in positive way. What is the single most important thing in my life with which the maximum of impact to make the world a better place can be made?

Today I want to introduce them to Ruben my Chadian American friend working on English classes and an English library in the neighborhood of Moursale. Should bring in some nice dynamics to hear them talk about the different aspects of organizing educational. And I will take my friend Faizal as well. It is good to see others exchange vision and experience in organizing grass root humanitarian interventions.

It will be a pleasant afternoon I am sure. Twisting by the pool in the Meridian always is. My body yearns for a swim and my mind for sparkling debate. I cannot wait until the afternoon comes.

Namaskar

Ashis

Africa Vision 36

2008-01-19T14:46:00.001-08:00

Africa Vision 36

N’Djamena, January 15, 2008

Stop genocide now is in the country.

Why did I listen to the receptionist at the Meridian? I was quite sure Gabriel and his friends were staying there but the lady informed me there was no Mr. Gabriel in the hotel. Later I found out through another friend that he has been in the hotel since yesterday. Well tomorrow morning I will call him. Time flies when you are having fun and it does seem only weeks ago I was playing with him and his family soccer on the beach. Perhaps we can play again with Gabo on the beach soon. Gabo is his young son and he made a very nice gesture this time around. To several of the refugees in the camps in Chad he presented his favorite toys. What an adorable guy he is.

Talking with Gabriel and Katie-Jay is like a homecoming. They are similar spirited people taking the problems of the world head on. Or heart-on! Their organization does several things amongst which the following:

1. Field visits to the refugee camps in Chad
2. Camp Darfur in the USA

About the first there are several things that happen during a visit. First of all there is a live blog online. Where 5-8 minutes video-blogs are posted every day. It is about the journey but mostly about the refugees in the camp. Free rolling filming of the life of refugees in the camps. Inter-activity is the keyword and in that category follows the following. The installation in the refugee camps of kits of laptops, satellite phones, software and web cam to make it possible for the refugees to interact directly with peers in the USA. This month the first kit should be operational. I hope that a long distance friendship between the kids in the camps and the kids in the refugee camps can develop.

To assure there is more attention to the field visits several celebrities have lined up to join hands. I believe in March Macy Gray will be hopping around in Chad and one or two NBA basketball stars have visited as well. There interest is to help provide secondary schools in the refugee camp.

Camp Darfur is a collection of tents, photos, videos and mostly two to six activists traveling around the USA to bring attention to the plight of genocide in the world. When I was in the USA I had the good fortune to attend one. It is in the interaction with young and old that these camps become very interesting. There are misconceptions about how little one person can do about the situation is a country far away. I would argue the contrary every person can make a huge difference. There is an opportunity right now to build a coalition, a caucus against genocide in the world today. No more toothless resolutions by the UN but a grass root citizen driven movement to implement strict rules and regulations against perpetrators of genocide but more importantly prevention of genocide. Including the mandate to implement these rules and regulations.

Talk the talk and walk the walk.

There is a lot of hope in my mind a spiritual or humanitarian or human awakening that as humanity we can progress beyond violence and anger. First on a personal level then on a group level and finally on the global level.

No guts no glory. Why let the bullies in the world dominate the world. Why not let the kids and the elders rule?

Love is all we need.
Not a cliché but a profound truth.

I am off to meet two more team members of stop genocide now.

Catch you later

Peace,

Ashis

www.stopgenocidenow.org

Africa Vision 35

2008-01-19T14:28:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 35

N’Djamena, January 9, 2008

Drunk as a truck.

The 16 year old rolling in on a motorbike between two friends is bleeding profusely from his eyelid. As he is carried into the examination room he needs to be constrained by 4 men as he is rolling all over the place. Spitting left and right and so drunk whenever he tries to sit up he comes crashing down. In between moans he is about to die and ready to be received in paradise he is able to tell us he was out drinking with three buddies and then got onto a bicycle to crash head first onto the road. His buddies were more or less ok but our youngster needs suturing under anesthetic otherwise he will not need to buy a Halloween suit he will look the part.

Luckily for him his family was forgiving (at least in the hospital). But after he spat at our nurse for the fifth time I called it a day. Our friend was to be carried to a isolated room, left guarded by 2 relatives, sleeping on a mat because he would fall out of a bed. The next day he could be operated.

Drinking is or has become a big part of life here in Bebedja. In the weekends and festive days but as the case shows also on a Wednesday. And it is not restricted to adults. Local beer drunk from a bucket with a straw is a good way to get plastered for very limited money by all ages. One of the nicest building in the village is a newly constructed bar dancing.

Dr Gusto is getting a well deserved rest in the afternoons as I do the afternoon, evening and night rounds. Today it seemed very calm in the hospital and one of the nurses told me that as people spent all their money during the festive season. For an admission to the hospital there is limited cash so many patients await their pay slip at the end of the month.

Another group of patients in the hospital are those with burn wounds. Right now we have two with burn wounds up to 40% of the body. Last night one of them woke up a relative sleeping in the room. It seemed someone was urinating in the room. But in fact her burn wound had burst open and likely an artery or a vein had burst. At least a liter of blood was scattered on the floor. And then the next morning you need all your negotiating skills to assure that one of the family members will give blood. Her haemaglobin had dropped to dangerous low levels. And then she had another bleed. At last a relative stepped up and offered to be a donor. As her bandage was changed I could not but feel how much pain the lady must be going through. She is an epileptic and had fallen into the fire while convulsing.

Good things also happen. An eight year old who had fallen into a waterwell 15 meters deep and then went in to a coma woke up today and he wants to drink and eat. Kids have such a capacity to rebound it is a pleasure to see. And then the young lady, HIV positive and the echo revealed she was pregnant of twins. As there are antiretroviral drugs she will start with the medication this week.

Bebedja always remains a good place to reflect. At 21.00 electricity is switched off. I have a great place to drink a fruit juice every evening. The nurses are fun to work with and I hope to start with some small trainings maybe even this time and otherwise the next visit. And my little bungalow is visited in the morning by my two neighbors goats.

Peace,

Ashis

Africa Vision 34

2008-01-19T13:59:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 34

N’Djamena, January 9, 2008

Back to Bebedja

In a wink of an eye we were in Mondou. Racing across the smooth road from Ndjamena I managed to sleep nearly all the way. Lady fortune decide to intervene and we spent 3 hours in a garage for Toyota old timers well at least we have a new cooling fan in the motor of the car now and I managed to plunge through Robert Fisk’s ‘The great war for civilization.’ If not to read it can double as a pillow. I went for a bike road across the neighborhood and now know how it must feel to win a stage in the `tour de France. From all nook and corners people popped up to watch the nasara (white man) rides a bike. There are plenty of nasar in Mondou but I guess most of them use a 4 x 4 or a donkey.

The first patient I saw this morning after the morning rounds was a 3-year old boy. As the nurse had taken a finger prick to establish the blood group and I put the stethoscope to the chest to listen to the heart there were no beats. No breathing movements, nor response of the pupils. The child had died. In the hospital we are very restricted in reanimation. Partly because of lack of materials or capacity to treat for example with a ventilator. Partly because patients are presented in such a late stage that the outcome would not be good. In this case the mother waited for a month to come to the hospital while the child had fevers and had not eaten for over a week. It is not always easy but it is as it is.

The burn patient I talked about earlier in the blog has slumbered into a deep coma. After 5 weeks of treatment the pain and the infections have become to much to bear and the family wants to take her home so she can die in peace in her own environment. The two nomadic kids with bullets left the hospital after several days doing well. Right now we are entering the period of meningitis and the first choice medicine ceftriaxone is out of stock. So far there are three cases in two weeks. One child brought in today may be having meningitis as well.

The hospital has received two state of the art echo-graphy machines. One will be placed at the delivery ward so pregnant ladies and those who have gone through a miscarriage do not have to be hauled all through the building. The old one has gone to the out patient department. So a quick echography can be done (that is off course only true if the solar panels are lit). I sped my morning going through all the goodies these new machines can deliver.

Our surgeon is still missing in action and the state doctor pops up or not depending on his blood sugar and/or his mood. Apparently there are some American social scientists working on HIV in Bebedja. I hope to meet them later today or tomorrow. The work art John’s Hopkins a nice public health school. As my fellow doctor Gusto has been all call all the last month he was quite happy to see me. Finally a day not on call. I guess most doctors working in Africa know that feeling. The work just never stops and if you want you can go on and on. We even managed to discuss a bit about telemedicine. There is a prospect of having Internet at the hospital so images and case history can be shared with experts worldwide. We also went into a potential area of our mutual interest: leishmaniasis. I think I might have found leishmaniasis skin test good to do some diagnosis here. And then we talked about potentially the biggest menace in the area HIV. We are thinking about a workshop for the nurses on the social aspects of the disease. The mixture of bars, money, poverty, lack of education, youth, curious believes is a good feeding ground for a HIV outbreak.

Peace,

Ashis

Africa Vision 33

2008-01-13T07:45:00.001-08:00

Africa Vision 33

N’Djamena, January 8, 2008

The greatest Good

My buddies Victoria, Dawn and Ceasar made it back to N Djamena just on time to catch their flight, They had visited the refugee camps in the East run by IMC and it was good to hear their perspective on the medical care in the camps. Eye care is key in their assessment of the camps. There are so many young and old people suffering from eye disease it is hard to see where to start the work. A thing that caught their attention were the young kids hanging around the camp. There is no secundary school in most camps in Chad (11/12) but for the camp of Oure Cassoni near Bahai. And then there was a feeling of loss of hope. Refugees with infected wounds staying in their houses because there was no treatment available. I have not been to these camps but I can imagine that at a certain point in time there is a loss of believe in a solution of the core issues.

Four years now and a whole batch of children has never been to Sudan. Born refugee! While the world is well aware of what happens. Darfur has been a conflict with a lot of media coverage. Political initiatives are also numerous. The root cause of the conflict a murderous regime that has been in power for over 19 years however has never been addressed properly.

While we turn our attention to Iran (not for the first time by the way, thank you George W. Bush and thank you sheepish international media, CNN, FOX, IHT and other newspapers).
When Iran was invaded by Iraq in the nineteen eighties, in a gruesome lethal war the USA supported Iraq.
When Iraq used chemical weapons international eyes were closed.
When the US Vincennes shot down an Iranian civil airplane with 290 passengers without any reason Iran was to blame.
I have been reading Bob Fisk’s book and the parallels of history are uncanny and sad.

Geopolitics before anything.
And so I am trying to understand the value of a regime that has fought in the East, West, Center, North and South of Sudan for nearly 20 years.
A regime that uses rape as a common weapon of war.
A regime that uses malnutrition and starvation of civilians lightly.
A regime that bombs bravely with Antonovs from the skies.
A regime that uses proxy fighters to ravage entire provinces, villages and cities.
A regime that is so forked tongued that it cannot even speak truth anymore.
A regime that abuses religion as a reason for war.
A regime that should have been isolated and changed a long time ago.
A regime helping out only their own tribes.

And yet that same regime receives or has received weapons from members of the Security Council.
It flaunts international human right law.
It laughs at the UN, Ban Ki Moon, George Bush, Gordon Brown, Sarkozy and other puppets.
African Union troops are humiliated and killed.
UN troops are delayed and delayed until further notice.
Refugee camps are shelled and attacked.
Refugees are killed and raped under the eyes of peace keepers
While we sit quiet there will soon be an entire generation of youngster who have grown up in a refugee camp. The Lost boys of Sudan will have a sequel Lost Boys 2.

Why can Omer el Bashir get away with all his bogus?
What is his value in geopolitics?
Is he the bully of the playground that gets away with everything?
Or is there a strategic interest in Sudan? Oil, Uranium, Cobalt, water, trees?
I wish I could explain, but I cannot..

The greatest good would be a peaceful transition to benevolent democratic governments in Chad, Sudan and Central African Republic.
To have no children grow up with lack of a school, eye care or threat of rape and death.

Until the day the world musters the courage to say no to dictators around the world be it Burma, Chad or Sudan kids will suffer.

Peace,

Ashis

Africa Vision 32

2008-01-13T07:44:00.001-08:00

Africa Vision 32

N’Djamena, January 7, 2008

First university session.

I started working on my classes (4) for the 6th year of medical school a week ago. I was hoping to talk about public health in refugee camps but somehow I did not manage to download the book I needed so I changed my mind and will be talking about a malaria outbreak in Burundi, an influenza outbreak in a senior citizens home in the Netherlands and my passion Leishmaniasis and its public health implications. Teaching is something I love to do and even if I was a bit buzzed about teaching in French, mainly about my poor spelling, it went well. The hours were actually booked by a teacher of computer science & epidemiology and a teacher of Primary Health Care as well. But both kindly rescheduled.

And my instincts were right as long as you show up on time you can always wing a projector. The course organizer whisked away on his scooter and came back with a fine specimen for me. This after a wild goose hunt through the medical faculty putting class representatives of different years on the spot where the mighty machine was. From the tour in the USA I learnt that a doogle is quintessential if you want to work with a Mac. Just love the highlighted apple.

The students here are in 8 different classes with roughly 50 students per year and they have to share 10 computers, a library with less book than I possess and a laboratory without the basics. Yet entry to the medical faculty is highly competitive and coveted. Recently a private medical college popped up. I am hoping to visit that institute soon. My attempt to Socratic teaching was not always understood but next time I will make sure that the classes have a component of group work and problem solving. I managed to download the required book with help from a friend. Now let us hope that Adobe works on my Mac as well. Question and answers led to some extended silences but also to interesting answers. Somehow not all students were aware of the class so about 20 out of 49 showed. Next time the more the merrier.

This morning I will head for Bebedja. At night there (if I have enough electricity during the day) I can prepare well my next 8 hours. It is lovely and quiet over there. And this time I have a car with me so I can do some field visits again. I am finally hoping to start using my video camera.

In the evening I was invited to a family of Bahai (the religion). Together with another physician and believe it or not he is Dutch and a surgeon working for the British Navy. In his spare time he does numerous short missions for the Red Cross and I sat in awe listening to the stories he had to share about working in Rwanda in 1994. Operating on the perpetrators of the genocide and how to deal with it. The story of the Congolese prisoners of war captured by the Chadians in 1999 when they drove a convoy of tanks through Central African Republic to Congo to compete in the battle for the goodies in 1999. Or his up and coming visit to Gaza and his recent stay in Kurdistan He is married to an Iranian who is a Bahai and he met his wife on a mission in Angola.

The Bahai religion merits more than the paragraph I am writing now and I will come back to it but in brief. It comes from Iran where the followers have been persecuted since the fall of the shah. The diaspora has been dispersed in over 100 countries. One of the main themes in the religion is the acceptance of all religion. The Koran, the bible, the bhagavad gita all sought as inspiratin to the believers The religion was founded around 1850 and the first time I heard of it was when I passed by the teple near New Delhi. Haifa in Israel is a holy place as it is there that the founder of the religion spend a large part of his life.> I will try to learn more about this religion and let you know.

Peace
Ashis

Africa Vision 31

2008-01-13T07:43:00.001-08:00

Africa Vision 31

N’Djamena, January 5, 2008

Crime pays

The two dacoits who robbed me are well known figures in this part of time. They spend a lot of their time in jail and in between sentences they create havoc. One is called grand dame and the other Mohammed Walia. After they snatched my phone and money they went on a drinking spree in Kabelaye. It is the home of many Cameroonian girls and of plenty restaurants and bars. Our two bandicoots at one point got into a fight. One smashing his beer bottle and the other using his knife. The reason was that one wanted to sell the phone and the other wanted to keep it. Grand dame has been snapped up and is in jail right now. Mohammed Walia is still slithering through town awaiting arrest. He can slither and slide but for sure he can not hide.

As the left hand washes the right hand I went to see the daughter of my friend police inspector Pap of the special crime unit. She seems to be the victim of some magical incantation. As she returned from church a month ago an elderly lady touched her shoulder and she collapsed to remain in a coma for 2 weeks. Admitted in hospital the doctors went on a shotgun approach. Try anti malaria drugs, when that does not work try antibiotics when that does not work say she has tetanus and nothing can be done. All the time asking for lab exams and computer tomography and what have you not. Unfortunately nobody n the hospital knows how to use the machine so no images can out. What did come out of the pocket of my friend was bundles of money. It is sad to see medicine being used as a money-making industry but also in Chad you can find these practices. Who well go and discuss with a doctor when we are talking health.

The largest scale of criminality remains however the dictator ruling the country. It is amazing to see how much money flows into arms and the army and how little is invested in education, health care and infra structure. These criminal expenditures are justified as a struggle for life for the government, a means to peace in the country. The sad part of the story is that conflict is fought between a very limited number of tribes; Zaghawa, Goran, Tama and some Arab tribes. Numerically they are also a minority in Chad. Because of these bloodthirsty crooks the country needs to go through decline. While neighboring countries mange to climb up the ranks of the Human Development Index Chad remains a happy bottom feeder.

How does the power dynamic work in this country. It is not that complex. The French with a mere 3000 troops in Chad have the final call here. If they so wish there can be regime change or peace. Somehow the current dictatorship is a good marionette of the French. The most recent example are the idiots of Arc de Zoe. They have been convicted to hard labor for 8 to 20 years in Chadian jail by the Chadian Criminal Court . They left after only a few days to without a doubt luxurious cells in France. I wonder if they or the larger political world in France realizes what these people have done to the image and reality of work for humanitarian aid workers in Chad.

The point is at all levels you will find corruption, criminality in Chad. But it is about looking forward seeing those individuals and groups that do want to make a difference in Chad. It cannot be the case that a bunch of war minded criminals rule this nation until the end of time. Even Kenya has had some clashes lately but there is hope always the hope and reassurance that Africa is far better off in many ways than only 20 years ago. Criminality will only pay off in the short term. Long term solutions require harmony and people with vision. I have not seen that many people carrying a gun with that vision.

Namaskar

Ashis

Africa Vision 30

2008-01-13T07:41:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 30

N’Djamena, December 30, 2007

Complacency

This afternoon I had the pleasure to talk for about two hours with police inspector Pop. He is about 6 foot one inch and is built like an ox with a matching deep laugh. He has been around the block and his work involves organized crime in Chad. He never leaves home without Magnum .375 and a bag full of bullets. As he was telling several years ago the street where I am living was off bounds even during daytime. It is the main street but there were so many robbers that even in clear daylight leaving your car was a risk. Over the last years they have managed to clear up a lot of the small criminality. But the big criminality often gets away. Certain people in Chad are beyond the law. They may serve several days for an armed robbery and then be released. After which they go after the policeman who had the nerve to arrest them.

He then went on to describe his experience with UN police work in Haiti involving drug trafficking. Two of the big police fish in Haiti were involved themselves in the business. Corruption to the core. Sounds like a familiar theme here.

Dressed in trainers and riding a low rider motorbike imported from the USA he rode of in to the sunlight off to catch hoodlums. A friendly giant who decided not to become a lawyer but a servant in the police force. It reminds me of the police force in the Netherlands. When I worked with them I realized that many officers have a deeply rooted sentiment to serve the people.

I was lured in to complacency today and actually over the last months, weeks and days. I have been slack on security and I guess it was my time to be slapped in the face with a wake up call. A taxi driver I knew asked me if I wanted a ride and I said nope I need some fresh air I would walk the 1-kilometer. And so I just strolled home at 04.00 in the morning from the VIP nightclub.
Two men came up to me. I felt instantly that it was not good. They asked for 100 CFA and in a flash I had taken the keys out of my purple lizard bag and started to run. One of them hung on to my leg and it felt like slapstick. I slammed the other guy in the face and wrestled myself free losing a shoe in process. But as I arrived near the gate of my house I saw a knife in one robber’s hand. For a moment I considered throwing my bag over the gate but logic finally prevailed and I just handed over the bag. As a parting gift the dacoits left me with a Zaghawa knife holder and a dented ego.

The lesson of the day was clear. It is never too late to turn around a series of bad decision. Walking at night, fighting back two robbers, trying to outrun them knowing the gate is closed. The best decisions were to accept the loss of my cherished bag plus the material possession there in and to cherish my life halting the need to be a silly hero. Dead heroes cannot write after all. No writing no fun. Writing this puts a smile on my face. Silly me, then again you live you learn. At least I try to.
My stubborn cocky ego needs to be flattened once in a while.
For all of you who worry about my health and well-being.

I PROMISS

No more strolls.
Taxis only.
Next robbery I will be a good boy and hand over my belongings straight away.

Perhaps the visit to the police bureau will lead to some comedia dell arte. We will see and I will report back on the process of reporting a theft in Chad. There was a reason I met the jolly police inspector today. I did not expect to need his help so fast.

I love being alive after a robbery with only a scratched arm and knee.

Peace to you all,

Ashis

Africa Vision 29

2008-01-13T07:38:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 29

N’Djamena, December 30, 2007

Two ophthalmologists.

In one morning I had the pleasure of talking with 67% of the eye doctors in Chad. The first is a lady doctor called Zeneba who has done her specialization in Senegal. I think I wrote about the fact that there are no specialist training programs for doctors in Chad. Any one who wants to specialize needs to go abroad. As a consequence many do and never return to Chad. The salary for doctors in almost all countries in Africa is better than in Chad. The starting salary is 260 dollars and as all have received a student scholarship of 40 dollars per month for the entire study (as well as free study) there is a requirement to remain working for the public service for at least 5 years. As the compensation the government has allowed doctors to open up private practice. This leads to for example the hospital in Doba to have no doctor after 12 in the morning .

Dr Zeneba however seems dedicated to do some good in Chad. She has started her own NGO working on preventable disease. In ophthalmology there are several preventable conditions. To name a few strabismus (squint eye), trachoma (inflammation of the inner eyelid leading to strictures, or scotch tape eyes and eventually blindness), and vitamin A deficiency (eventually leading to blindness as well). Besides that there are the common problems of cataract. With an intraocular lens that cost no more than 20 dollars a lot of good can be done. She has visited several refugee camps in the Eastern part of Chad and is looking for partners in the West to collaborate with.

It so good to get to know highly motivated young colleagues, not at all jaded going against the odds, swimming against the stream. Too often people take the secure path and in Chad that can also mean going outside of the country as more money is to be made there plus the advantage of countries that are not plunged into civil war.

Dr Djada is the dean of the medical faculty as well as an ophthalmologist. He is also the chair of an organization keen on doing operations in areas where there is never access to doctors let alone eye doctors.

In the afternoon a representative of ophthalmologists without borders came from Kouseri across the border to buy some inter ocular lenses at Faizal’s shop. They have 6 centers in Cameroon of which four are in the Northern part. It would be a nice idea to go and visit. Clearly there is just as much need in Chad in proper eye care. Given the massive amounts of ophthalmologists it remains to be seen if that will happen any time soon.

One of the member s of the greatest good Caesar is interested in troubles of the eye so perhaps I can hook up these individuals with each other. And then there was the ophthalmologist Tim I met in Detroit. Good to put people together and see the outcome.

A merry new year and most of all a healthy one to all of you….Ashis

Africa Vision 28

2007-12-31T10:09:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 28

N’Djamena, December 28, 2007

The year’s reflection -2-

Trust your instincts. Follow the heart. While coming here I turned down two jobs in Sudan. Why? Because I felt in Chad I could combine the different facets of work I like. Teaching, writing, project management, work in a hospital. But that was not the only reason. It gave me an opportunity to work with a friend. And there would be the working on small scale with local staff on local issues with local solutions. An approach that in other settings sometimes does not get enough attention. But most important because it felt the right thing to do.

In my mind if I could describe the ideal working year. It would consist of 8 months of work in the projects in Africa. Twice in a year a period of a month an awareness and fundraising tour through the USA and then 2 months of recharging time. No major organization will give a working schedule like that so I need to create my own source of income to assure this rhythm.

Then there is the dualism between public and clinical health. Between both, both are best. Yet if forced to choose today I would choose for the first. Luckily here in Chad working in a hospital and teaching public health is covering both ends. The ngo work is supposed to be on the end of public health as well.

Chad again? Yes Chad again. I think after bumping around the world for a bit is would be nice to get to know one place a little bit better. It is a country that often raises eyebrows. Chad where is that? What is going on there? It is also a country with immense needs and a government (or dictatorship) not working on making the country a better place. Many people I have talked with have told me neighboring countries have progressed by abandoning war. Here in Chad the only prize the people can take is a big prize in fighting wars. For whatever economist may say about the benefits of war I believe it to be a whole lot of Malarkey.

The ruling clan in power is engrained into the power structure and cannot abandon it for dear life. It sounds all too familiar. It sounds like neighboring Sudan. Nepotism is so common t is not funny. People in powerful positions who cannot read or write. Land being sold to foreign investors. Oil money being plundered. War economy being fueled. A cynic would say the weapons you fin here on the battlefield are from the 5 permanent members of the Security Council: Russia, China, USA, France and the UK. No wonder the despotic ruler can continue to indulge and disinvest in his own country. Make former camel herders into owners of fancy villas in Cameroon, Chad and Switzerland.

Yet there is always hope. Hope that there will be a peaceful transition. It is not that there is no capacity in Chad. The people are just tired and are choosing a non-violent path. For the people read those not coming from the East of the country.

What went well this year is the development of creative skills and also the increased time to develop a spiritual path (in other words meditation) also on the mental plane balance is much more evident. Let me make 2008 the year of the overall wellbeing. Add some sports to the equation. And never forget to laugh. The laugh I hear from Faizal so much. The bigger the problem the harder the laugh

Ashis

Africa Vision 27

2007-12-31T10:08:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 27

N’Djamena, December 26, 2007

The year’s reflection -1-

Well that a roller coaster it has been. Let me write down where I have been and what I have done over the last 12 months. Country wise: Cameroon, Chad, India, the Netherlands, the UK, Canada, the USA and Mexico. Activities: writing a blog, a book, hatching eggs, holidaying, working in a refugee camp, networking, touring the USA talking about resilience, humor and dignity of the refugees in Chad, dancing, sleeping, meeting new people, meditating, sweat lodges, horse back riding, beach football, hug campaigns, daily appreciations, random acts of kindness, seeing a documentary winning an Emmy, hearing from 19 year olds organizing events for Darfur, having great meals, planting trees, planting seeds, being inspired, being touched, feeling out of touch, being in a flow, teaching public health, doing deliveries, choosing to follow the heart, helping out the setting up of a new NGO Africa Vision, opening the heart again, try out a hand of patience, becoming a god father and a gazillion things more.

Things new to me or at least things I am doing with more devotion now are the following. Every day in the morning one hour of meditation. The technique is called the Divine and the Immersion. It gives a sense of balance and also a focus to do the day what needs to be done.

Then there is writing. As a friend quipped it is hard to keep up with the output. I write this blog roughly every second day and then there is the exchange of thoughts with Elizabeth Garcia-Gray on the Utmost. Why we do the work we do. Disaster and relief work across the globe. Moments of contemplation mixed with mischief. Writing is fun and it is a good way to get rid of negative energy or better turn it into positive energy. It feels like a good habit. Reflection of the day, what did you feel, what did you do, who did you talk to. There are some many interesting people you meet here from all walks of live. And Chad has myriads of different cultures and tribes, clashing and cohabitating.

Small intermezzo

Faizal just asked me to see a patient. Two traditional healers had seen her and they had treated her with herbs in the eye and scratches to the legs and arms. With a smile on her face the 20-year-old girl is telling me she is blind. But observing her from close by and seeing her walk at the arm of her mother something is fishy. After the inspection of the eyes by ophthalmoscope and heavy duty eye measuring machinery it is clear that the problems do not come from the eye. It is the second case of voodoo or witchcraft I have encountered in 2 days. It sounds a bit like hysterical blindness. We asked her to come back in three days to monitor the progress and send her off with some minor antibiotics. I think reassuring here will help more than the medication.

Trying to learn patience. This to me is hard. Things can take forever to get going here. Yet I am seeing the point of step-by-step approaches. If you force the pace you will end up losing time and energy. If you follow the flow things may change. Little by little.

Networking has been a joy this year. From the USA to Chad and all the other countries in between. Meeting fascinating people doing great stuff. People of all ages, like minded souls and putting them together gives a great multiplier effect and great joy to exchange experiences and laughter.

On to the next Africa Vision.

Number 28

Hooray
Ashis

Africa Vision 26

2007-12-31T10:02:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 26

N’Djamena, December 24, 2007

Ramani’s Christmas bash.

Ramani has more or less adopted me. Seeing my ever sliming body she has decided to single handedly assure that I remain in good health. Every time I go over to ponder on our experience in Chad I end up with belly full of great Indian grub. She works for the United Nations and through her I have met a whole new set of people. I have written about some of them in the past. They are here to set up a mega training school for police officers in Abeche. If I understand it well it will be a regional center for Chad, Sudan and CAR.

One of the people I met today was Emmanuel a white African, French origin born and raised in Gabon. Holding passports from Chad, CAR and I believe Gabon. He is only here for a month but was in Chad in 1996. A time when besides the French military there were no other whites than him. There were no foreigners at all. As he drove around at night he would be shot at with Kalashnikovs. He used to own a villa in Mondou in the South. But as a family of Zaghawas moved in 10 years ago he no longer does. Asking for help is asking for trouble. He was telling how crazy N’Djamena used to be in those days. The ruling party would just run around and confiscate what ever they wanted. If some one would resist they would be shot point blank. If a thief was found on the Central Market with out any ceremony he would be shot on the spot.

Clearly a lot has changed. Chad is flooded by NGO’s and people of all nationalities can be found in all corners of the country There is a bit of law and order. Then again as I reflect on my own experience in the East and the current status of the East a certain level of lawlessness apparently belongs to the country of Chad as it is. Since the oil has been found and is being exploited at least those areas are conflict free. As you can read in all magazines Chinese are popping up all over Africa and also in Chad.

But back to the barbeque. There were several old hands sharing mighty stories of the failed invasion of the USA in Somalia, the conflict in Bosnia and Kosovo, Lebanon, Sierra Leone and more of the well-known conflicts of the last three decades. There has too much of bloodshed and destruction of civil society in these countries. It is not always easy to remain optimistic hearing of the sad tales and realizing that several of the countries mentioned have been in conflict for over decades.

Next thing to pop up is the role of the United Nations in all these conflicts. It is easy to be critical about. the organization Yet it is the best tool we have mediating between nations and within nations in conflict situations. Never easy and always as strong as the weakest link in other words the conglomeration of nations together to decide where and hen to intervene. Perhaps a good venue to explore in the near future. Something to ponder over in the festive season.

Namaskar

Africa Vision 25

2007-12-31T09:54:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 25

N’Djamena, December 22, 2007

Eid and Christmas

The mighty wheels of the Chadian come to grinding halt for one week. After all in Chad both Christian and Muslim holidays are celebrated and this year it means the third week of December is one big festive season. Street vendors have added plastic Christmas trees, blow up dolls of Santa and even one or two Rudolph have been found to wander the streets freely.

At Id there is the sacrifice of the lamb. Before I managed to get to Faizal I was stuffed with intestine, liver, kidneys, brains and other special treats of the lamb. Being an honored guest there is no refusing. Most of the above organs are actually quite tasty. I just struggle with the rubbery consistency of the intestines. The mama of the Senegalese restaurant was complaining of her long existing pain in the knees. Resolutely I asked for a knife and offered to cut her legs. Every Tom, Dick and Harry has similar complaints or the ever-present acidity. My reply is pretty much always the same amputation for the first complaint, dietary restrictions for the second. If it does not help at least I will have scared them away.

The courtyard is becoming more and more like a little home. There are the friendly two brothers with whom I am becoming ever more close. Sipping tea and exercising my rusty Arabic and there are their 4 kids always jumping up when I come back or leave the house. The boy I use as a weight lifting exercise. As to his requests for gifts I always ask him for my own gifts. So far I am empty handed. But I hope my campaign will eventually lead to some major presents.

There is also a criminal element. Young unemployed elements looking for each and every opportunity to steal what ever is not looked after. After all this is the main street of N’Djamena and like anywhere in the world you will find pick pockets, dacoits and other bandicoots.

Then there is my neighbor Stephan a young engineer student from Cameroon with a very big interest in women. He is a nice guy when you manage to switch off the one- track mind. Also living on the court are doctor Polycarpe a former IRC colleague now at the United Nations Family Planning. Then there is one more family with 2 kids and then my Indian brothers Mr. Mooni and Mr. Bashir. The first is my Internet hero. As I am renowned worldwide for my technical prowess and my immense patience he must endure a lot. Mr. Bashir is the travel agent fixer and also the official document man. Which reminds me! I have a six-month working permit and also a travel permit for 2 months. Despite the holiday season all has come eventually. Is it true? Will I finally manage to feign some patience? Hmm let us wait and see.

Namaskar

Ashis

Africa Vision 24

2007-12-20T09:00:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 24

AIDS & CAR

N’Djamena, December 20, 2007

Today I visited the World Food Program. The sisters of Bebedja had handed in a project proposal end of August for supplementary food for HIV positive patients with an emphasis on pregnant women. At the doorstep I bumped into the gentleman responsible for the evaluation of the project proposal and in his slipstream I slipped into the office. Once in his office I started my hard sell technique for the project. But alas, to no avail. The end of the year is also the end of the money so my dear sisters have to wait until the third week of January until they will get a potential positive response. We then meandered on about the different programs in the South, one for the refugees and one more specific in Mondou and for sero-positive patients. Bebedja however is another district and province than Mondou so there needs to some scratching of heads to be done so as to accommodate this project.

I wish the project all the success. What is clear is that nutrition I one of the most vital parts of arresting the progress of HIV to AIDS (HIV and complications thereof) It is not for nothing that the old name in many parts of Africa was SLIM disease. Patients are wasted as if they come from areas with chronic droughts and food shortages. The benefit of taking regular antiretroviral medication will be undermined when suffering from malnutrition. A person who is HIV positive also needs qualitative better and a large amount of food than a healthy person. Malnutrition on its own is a risk for opportunistic infection imagine what it means in a person’s who’s immune system is suppressed.

In Bebedja St Joseph Hospital the wards are still filled with malaria patients. The hospitals of doom as I have seen in the past with nearly all the beds taken by patients co-infected by tuberculosis and Aids are not yet the case in Chad. Although the infectious disease ward in the General Referral Hospital in N’Djamena (happily mixing with dermatology and mental health) is and a dire indicator for the epidemic that is about to unfold in Chad.

Broken down health services, civil strife, war, lack of resources, rape as a weapon of war, rape as a common part of society, labor migration, polygamy, prostitution, poverty, lack of education, refugees and displaced people are a potent mix for a massive epidemic of Aids. Also the proximity to Central African Republic where the Northern part of the country has suffered from a neglect and destruction that makes the South of Chad look like the land of milk and honey does not help.

Last night I went through the report of Human Right Watch of September 2007. The following struck me as extremely sad. Calling it a forgotten conflict would imply there was a prior understanding of the plight of the people in CAR. Clearly nobody knows or wants to know. The scale of the atrocities in numbers may not be as in Darfur but there are also hundreds of thousands of people living in the bush. Haunted down by groups of bandits, persecuted by government forces and exploited by ‘liberating’ groups of rebels. Another thing that comes to mind after reading the report was that how deeply involved the French are involved and responsible for the mess in CAR. There is a military agreement and as a result it is the French who decide which dictator will get the chance to do his time until it is deemed better to replace him with the next crook. All transitions in CAR since independence have been military coups.

Obviously it is not only the French who are to blame. There are long standing conflicts between Christians and Muslims, pastoralists and agriculturists, North and South, bands of bandits, incursions from Chad and Sudan.

Yet it seems that before the end of the colonial phase in many cases the French did as the Belgians did in Congo. Absolutely not prepare the countries for independence. Fifty years later and CAR and Chad are still struggling to find their feet.

Namaskar

Ashis

Africa Vision 23

2007-12-20T08:58:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 23

N’Djamena, December 17, 2007

Youth takes lead.

The sentiment I had in the USA I went through again today. Three young American reaching out and traveling to Chad to assess and find how they can best help out this country. For Caesar it is his third visit. Victoria has been twice and it is the first visit for Dawn. Two are medical students from San Antonio and one is interested in Public Health. They shower me with questions about Chad, Sudan and the health system in Chad. Tomorrow we will go out to meet some medical students at the faculty. I need to go there as well to arrange some teaching dates for my classes.

Their website is www.thegreatestgood.org

As we dine in the Carnivore I recognize the eagerness to learn, to be part of the solution, to undergo the experience. It also showed me that the world is a small place. They have met Gabriel Stauring my buddy from Los Angeles, who tours the USA with an exposition of tents on genocide. Several other names of Darfur activist past through our conversation as well. They told me of a documentary maker and Rosemary whom I had the pleasure of meeting already in Bahai (www.) who will both come by before March.

One of the things they wanted to do is hook up with medical students in N’Djamena so there can be an exchange of ideas and start up a link up with their medical faculty.
Another thing is a need assessment of what can be done for Chad. I need to tell them about Benjamin Plener as well tomorrow (www.24hoursfordarfur.org)
They will visit an American doctor running a hospital in the East near Abeche. A doctor I would like to meet. Then they are off to some refugee camps. Some revisits and some new visits. If they get all the paperwork done.

I am happy today. Happy that the youth is taking issues in Chad and Sudan serious and are even traveling down to visit and see with their own eyes where they can contribute. There seems to a genuine interest to do something about crises in the world and doing it self and not necessary by donating money to existing bigger ngo’s.

As I started the day today I had seen a large quantity of medication and materials in the storage of our office. To my delight I met the driver I came down with from Bebedja and the medication is for the hospital of Bebedja. Good news indeed!

Tomorrow a day of paperwork. Collecting stamps and visa so I can stay another year in Chad. I almost forgot to tell about another dear friend. A former associate of Hissen Habre (former president) and the current president (Idriss Itno Deby) and a true intellectual. He must have been too honest to climb further up in the ranks. It is great to hear a critical and honest opinion for that matter about the current state of affairs in Chad. We ended talking about the role France still plays in Chad. According to him Chad is technically independent but it is clear who decides what happens in Chad. The French still have Mirage fighter planes and several thousand troops in the country. And there are large economical investments. He will be off to the USA to visit his son who studies there and I will be happy to meet him after two months when he comes back.

Ade

Ashis

Africa Vision 22

2007-12-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 22

Bebedja, December 16, 2007

I am dreaming of a white X-mas.

Heather has been in Chad for 10 years as a teacher of English. Every year she and her husband Michel organize a X-mas party. In the relative heat of N’Djamena. Bing Crosby belts his Christmas carols. A gathering of about 30 people of all walks of life coming together to celebrate the Christmas festive season. I met some new people again tonight. Debby a Canadian English teacher who wants to construct water well and has been walking around with a bundle of money to do it for the last 4 months. Talk about synchronicity when I was just telling about my friend Elizabeth, a psychiatrist who does mission work in Africa, Asia, South, North and Central America who is also involved in organizing a water conference in July in Uganda when Liz just happened to call.

There was a chief medical officer and professor from the American military who was very interested in the public health aspect of the program I am working on to establish. He is a specialist in emergency medicine and landmines. Unfortunately many of the warring partners in Chad use this horrendous weapon of war to wound and cripple mostly innocent civilians. The typical story is of a goat’s herd’s man who finds a metal object. Picks it up, examines it uses a stone to see if he can open it and kaboom. Gone is the leg, arm, eyesight and in cases the life of someone. It renders large swaths of land into destitution; as one cannot work the fields, pass with the animals. Amongst weapons of war this is one of the cruelest forms. Yet what was very interesting to hear was that he found it important to emphasize in his interactions with colleagues back in the USA the need for preventive medical interventions. Covering the sewers, making good drainage systems of water, protecting water puts will safe many more lives than the work on landmines. All are important clearly. I will hope to meet him again before he leaves for further discussions and he will be back in and out of Chad.

The food was a traditional X-mas dinner with turkey, the potatoes, the pies, salads, cakes and all you get to yearn for after a while in Chad. The cook did an excellent job. And chocolate, chocolate is what I love and piece of it makes me smile for more than a while and there were mountains of them. Believe it or not I had to pass on desert, despite knowing it was a great variety of cakes. The food was succulent.

And the second highlight of the night. A game involving gifts, thefts thereof, and chits of paper with a number. In short when your number shows up you are allowed to either take a gift from the table, or steal a gift of anyone who took a gift before you. After an item is stolen three times it remains with the fourth owner. Several items like two paintings, a bathing set, Italian coffee changed hands until they finally remained in their final owners hands. One lady had her gift stolen 6 times and finally ended up with her first object. Myself I was the lucky winner of three manly cotton leopard print hankies made in India.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
Ashis

Africa Vision 21

2007-12-20T08:53:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 21

Bebedja, December 14, 2007

N’Djamena time

It feels goods when the kids in the courtyard rush up to you as if you a loved uncle who has returned far a journey far away. Four little monkeys were using me as their play tree and I enjoy it. Coming from the tranquility of Bebedja it is great to be back in the hustle and bustle of N’Djamena. It seems it is relatively calm for a country in the midst of civil war. Remember the fighting is taking place in the far East an drive by car of at least 16 hours. What you notice in the city is an increase of military checkpoints and frequent checks of cars for possible gun smuggling.

All it takes to avoid this hassle is a driver who knows the back routes. It saves harassment en route to the local disco’s. The road back from Bebedja showed again how dangerous traffic can be. Besides animals aplenty a young boy had been run over at night by a truck. Awaiting the parents before this issue can be solved the body was still lying on the road.

But first back to Bebedja to tell you about some more or less typical patients arriving at the emergency department. First we received two young nomadic Bororo. A girl about 7 years and a boy of about 12 years. The trek from Niger all the way down to the South of Chad with their herds of cattle. Theft of cattle is common and although the parents did not tell what exactly happened what we received were the two youngsters with bullet wounds. The girl received a shot with a Kalashnikov automatic riffle in her neck. Miracles still exist as none of the vital structures were hit. The boy was less lucky. He received two bullets in his buttocks for which he needed surgery. Even if it must have hurt our young man did not flinch when his wounds were cleaned.

The day before one of the visitors of the patients went out after dark to return home and in the unlit road she got hit by a motorbike with two passengers. All three lie next to each other. When I left to return to N’Djamena she was still in a coma and one of the men on the bike had bled from his ear. This a sign of fracture of the skull. Not good news when neurosurgery is not available but for the capital.

Traffic accidents and gunshot wounds are pretty common. When you see and experience the use of the roads you understand why. Protective gear, helmets, seat belts are rarely used. A pickup is used to transfer up to 20 people at one time. Sometimes with beautiful contraption adding another 20 goats on top of several people. No lights on the road, no lights on may vehicles. Cars without brakes rolling around the countryside. The state of the road may be rapidly improving once you leave the main road you leave the asphalt and entry potholes, manholes, bumps, grinds, slides and all kinds of animals on the road using the road in their on unique way. In a way it reminds we of India. Kids playing on the road, animals crossing left and right, shops on the road side or on the road, maintenance in progress. Dust from dusk till dawn and beyond. The red dust that envelops you when you travel.

Next week when I am back in Bebedja I can report back on the wounded. As one of the sisters said it is amazing to see the recovery some people make here despite our limited treatment facility. One other man who was in a coma after another motorbike accident is ready to go home. Let us hope for the others as well.

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 20

2007-12-20T08:51:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 20

Bebedja, December 12, 2007

Doba dub.

It has been a while since I have written about the prime reason for my being in Chad; Africa Vision. Well today I went out to introduce our selves (me and the organization) to the local health authorities. I visited the health delegate (big fish) and the medical head of the district (medium big fish) in Doba. At least the health delegate seemed interested in our tentative plans to roll out a support network in training health worker, bed net distribution, clean water, basic medical supplies and vaccination. The region is pretty big and specifically in the rainy season not accessible in many areas. There are 5 medical head of the district but none have a vehicle to inspect and support the health posts in their proper areas. Often there is a rupture of vaccines coming from the central government.

Enough work therefore for an NGO to jump in. Let us hope that UNICEF feels the same about it and will decide to supply the necessary project funding in January and onward. By now I am completely out of any news loop so it remains to be seen how hot the issue of Zoë’s Arc still is. I am also curious to learn if the European troops that are supposed to come this week to protect the camps in the East can make a major impact straight away.

Why Doba dub well live in the village has a slow regular pleasant beat to it.

06.30 wake up, meditate for an hour
07.30 ward rounds
08.30 echography
09.30 consultations
12.30 lunch
13.30 pondering & patients
15.30 mini rounds
16.30 walk around town
19.30 pop over to the nurses with a papaya
21.30 see how many babies the nurses have taken to the hospital
22.30 cream the computer in chess
23.00 write and eventually snore

All the time in the world to read, write and ponder. Besides that there is the constant flow of patients. Despite patients coming very late so far this week there have been 3 deaths. All three patients died within several hours of arrival and they were usually severely ill for more than a week. Yet the majority (an estimated 70) has rotated through and is now home again. About 10 children were born.

Bare in mind the laboratory is closed after 12.00 & and the surgeon is in the capital. We treat malaria without doing the proper diagnostics and our senior nurse does the most common operations.

No worries man, tomorrow people where is your best.
Well our best is in the hospital it is the dedicated staff working through lack of electricity, stock ruptures, non-complying patients and all other obstacles as if there are none.

Talk to you later,

Ashis

Africa Vision 19

2007-12-20T08:46:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 19

Bebedja, December 10, 2007

One week in Bebedja

Time flies when it is quiet. What a great week it has been. Getting to know more about the province of Longone Oriental, the people that live there and the hospital in Bebedja. Tonight I left the hospital terrain to go for a fruit shake. A lovely papaya, banana and guava shake. It was so good I took two huge jugs. Dromir and I paddled at bicycle speed through the back lanes of Bebedja on his motorbike as the manholes here as big as men. Road construction and it may take some months more.

Bebedja lies on the main highway (big word for a two-lane dusty road) and it is from there that some of it specific problems come. All over town are little bars and restaurants. Truckers and travelers from all over the country on the way to the south east of northwest drop by. For as little as 2 beers or a meal or two to six dollars girls sell their services for the night. It is not surprising that Bebedja has such a high number of HIV positive people living in town. Some estimate may be up to 20% amongst the group of young adults.

A second boon with some major ramifications is the oil that has been found nearby. Men come from all over the country to work in the region and when while their wives are still in the cities they come from in Bebedja or Doba they find solace in mistresses or girlfriends for the night. Fights and traffic accidents at night are also common as is alcohol intoxication. There are campaigns ongoing to prevent the further spread of HIV. But it is clearly an uphill battle. In that context the work I saw in the HIV clinic was very positive.

I sat in part of the morning for the consultation of those patients included in the program of antiretroviral drugs. It was impressive to see how serious most of the patients are with their life long medication and how much they adhere to the monthly drug controls. For a check up of their CD4 (an indicator of cells in the blood showing how successful the drugs are in suppressing the virus) they need to go to Mondou a costly day trip up and down. Mexican sisters (2 nurses and a doctor run this program) and they work in a building next to the hospital two days a week.

Even with the best of care and treatment opportunistic infections are still frequent. Tuberculosis, fungal infections and malaria are common. The treatment of these infections is not always straight forward as there is interaction between the antiretroviral drugs and the other drugs.

Several of the patients are admitted to the hospital. One of them is pregnant and has been coughing for 3 weeks. None of the antibacterial drugs have helped until now and the suspicion is that she has tuberculosis. In an ideal world this lady would have a caesarean section, would not breastfeed but feed by bottle, and after delivery the newborn would receive antiretroviral drugs for a week. Our surgeon however has left for the capital two weeks ago and it is unlikely that she has enough money to afford powder milk.

Bottom line remains that several hundred patients are receiving affordable life saving drugs in a setting where basic drugs or vaccinations are often missing. All in all this is a major feat.

See you soon,

Ashis

Africa Vision 18

2007-12-20T08:41:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 18

Bebedja, December 8, 2007

Deep wound

Yesterday night I visited the hospital in the evening visit. To my great surprise all the doors to the rooms where the nurses posts are were closed. I decided to pretend I was a patient looking for help and barged in to the first room. One of the nurses woke up with a sigh and with her were both a baby and a baby sitter. The cute little baby with a Mohawk was protected by a mini mosquito net. To assure that in case of heavy work load mom could not take care of the baby a baby sitter was. The second door I knocked on led to the same result a sweet baby not ready to sleep yet crawling around the maternity room. The third room however was the most fun. As I knocked a sleepy nurse opened the door to slam it straight shut in my face. Terror spoke in her eyes. Who was this hairy monster waking her up at 21.00? Only after 2 minutes she could compose herself. In the mean time Dromir (one of the male nurses) and I could not stop laughing.

I asked the nurse what was next? Would she take her chicken, goat and husband as well? I guess my silly sense of humor was not understood. But Dromir and I were giggling like two little schoolboys scheming to plan something mischievous. I must say that the nurses here do a great job. Workload is heavy. Patients do not always comply very well. There can be big issues with the patient’s family. Today a young man was brought into the hospital with a head injury after a motorbike accident. He did not wear a helmet. In fact if I see them they are mainly elbow decoration. His 30 (I am not exaggerating) relatives and friends nearly stormed the emergency room and when he started to convulse a wall of wail broke out deafening the hospital. When we wanted to transport him to a room a scuffle that would have looked good in any Monty Python Fling Circus episode.

Tonight my silliness reached peak levels. It must have been the fact that outside I can hear the steady sound of a sound system churning out Congolese zuk while I am hanging out in my little bungalow. On the street I had met this huge clando man (motor taxi driver) talking to his friend who was about 50 centimeters smaller. I offered to cut off the giants legs and attach them to the midgets so the could at least talk face to face. Tonight that same motor taxi man popped up with a seriously wounded patient. A young lady had a beer bottle explode in her hands and as a consequence we found a lesion about 3 millimeter deep and 1 centimeter long on her index finger after scrubbing of the wound area. Dromir and I look at each other and started joking about the wound. Perhaps it would be better to admit the young lady given the severity of the wound. That we would whip out a good old decent plaster for her. This would immobilize her and assure her finger to rest tranquil while she continued her drinking spree. I quipped that in case she would go dancing she should keep her arms still. At least Dromir and the motor taxi man understood my exaggerations.

To end my night on a funky note I requested Dromir to give any and all patients at night a free Paris plaster. He had just told me how many patients with fractures go home remove the plaster have the local traditional healer attach tree branches and then return to the hospital to collect medication. More about the local practices in the next blog. The first visitors are coming in a week’s time. I hope to take them south a bit so they can see what is gong on there..

Ashis

Africa Vision 17

2007-12-09T08:37:00.005-08:00

Africa Vision 17

Bebedja, December 6, 2007

Early end.

“Ashis take a look at the uterus. There is something wrong there. The echo shows a mass, which should not be there! Perhaps a extra uterine pregnancy or some of the intestines that have kitted together with the uterus due to a sexual transmitted disease together” The girl Dr Gusto and I are talking about is 17 years old has had 2 previous spontaneous abortions at 5 and 6 months. Now she came with some vague complaints of abdominal pain. An operation (laparotomy) to check out her abdominal organs was proposed to the family and they agreed. During the operation done by our senior nurse it became clear that there was a massive infection of the peritoneum and that as a consequence both her ovaries were tangled up in a mass stuck to the uterus. There was no way out but to take out both ovaries effectively rendering her into surgical menopause at this young age. Also making it impossible for her to get children in the future. If the operation had not been done she could have died at any moment due to an infection of the abdominal cavity (peritonitis)

Imagine coming for some abdominal pain and leaving the hospital no longer having menstrual periods or the chance to get a child at the age of seventeen. It shows that sexual transmitted disease is rampant her as is child brides. She must have gotten married at 15. Her story reminds me of other women I met in Africa who had similar problems. Infertility when there are also many women with a football team of kids. Not a position to envy. I sincerely wish that her husband does not abandon her. It is something that happens all too often unfortunately.

Then at night I am doing a late night round of the pediatric ward. One of the young girls (3 years) is anemic and we are giving a blood transfusion. To assure she is ok I check her heart and lungs trying to assure the transfusion does not go to fast for the febrile and weakened young girl. As I move on to check another new patient 3 minutes after my checking the girl the nurse comes to me and says the child has expired. Cerebral malaria kills fast. Even under treatment with anti-malarial drugs. Her parents had walked 11 kilometers to make sure that their child was all right. The girl had only been sick for les than a morning when they visited their local health post. It shows how lethal malaria is even today.

A third patient with a third story. At the young age of eight she cannot walk far, is easily tired and has difficulty breathing while lying down. She has been having these problems for several years but it is now she comes to the clinic. On examination you can hear a murmur over the heart. You can see and palpate. Her heart is enlarged. It is what the echo and the ECG show. One of her heart valves, likely the mitral one has been well destructed. Children get a skin infection or a throat infection and during that episode of illness the bacteria passes on to the valve of the heart and there nestles and destroys part of the valve. In Europe she would have been to her general physician in an early stage who would have treated her original infection thereby prevention damage to the valve. Even with damage there would be the option for valvular surgery and replacement by an artificial one. Also she would have received prophylactic antibiotics to minimize further damage to the valve. Here in Chad it remains to be seen if there is an opportunity for an operation (likely not) or even if the family would have enough financial resources to sponsor an operation (unlikely).

One patient has died early, one has become menopausal and one has a reduced life span. All three had preventable or at least in the beginning curable disease.

Namaskar,

Ashis

Africa Vision 16

2007-12-09T08:37:00.003-08:00

Africa Vision 16

Bebedja, December 5, 2007

Hospital St Joseph.

The morning brings burning leaves. Outside by little bungalow they are being burned in heaps. I slept like a little baby. It is strange with no electricity after 21.00 the village and the hospital terrain get really quiet. Being a newbie I managed to miss out on the daily ward rounds. What to do? Tomorrow I have been asked to do the ward rounds for the adults (and join our part time doctor, in other words he is also the chief medical officer for the district and he has a lot of different tasks besides working in the hospital). Dr Gusto is the doctor who has been doing his best to keep the hospital floating. There is a Mexican nun who is also a doctor who works 2 days a week with the HIV sero-positive patients. And apparently a Chadian surgeon has just been hired but he is off to take care of family business in the center. We are hoping he will come back soon. As it is the senior nurse in the hospital is doing all the emergency surgery in the house. The only knife one should give me is to carve a chicken and our other colleagues are also minor surgeons also. It is clear that women requiring a caesarean are blessed with our dedicated senior nurse.

As the things are moving and shaking in Chad I shall be spending one week per two weeks in this missionary hospital. Remember the nearest hospital is a two-hour drive and the official district hospital at 23 kilometers is closed. The red earthen road makes the air very dusty. As if one is playing tennis on a gravel court. At the end of the day I went for a small walk to the village to see what is available and to reflect on the findings of today.

What did I do?

Well at first I joined a nurse in the health center and together we saw about 30 patients. The most memorable were an 18 year old who was convinced he had lung cancer. This is an easy entry to make him stop smoking. Another young man in state of confusion (a typical case of malaria). A young lady with a sexual transmitted disease. Her newborn had an eye infection and as her husband has 2 wives (yes polygamy exist in the South even among Christians) all 4 needed treatment.

Then I went through all the files of the patient to see what kinds of diseases/operations were frequent at the different departments. There is the maternity (today 2 deliveries), surgical department, pediatrics and internal medicine. There should be about 70 patients in the hospital today. It seems 80% has malaria and then typhoid fever. The big but however is that the test (Widal) for deciding it is typhoid fever or not is not available due to lack of reagents. What to do common things are common so treat as if.

I shared a chicken and boul the local dish with some nurses and talked about how they view their work.

And finally in the afternoon as a good student I did my first dilation and curettage under guidance of Dr Gusto of a lady who had gone through an intra uterine death of the embryo.

This after we had done a punction of the pericardium as to remove 220 ml of fluid for a young 30 year-old male patient suspected of tuberculosis. It means that around the heart there is a strong bag like structure called the pericardium. In his case for some reason (suspected TB) that bag fills up with fluid every 3-4 days. As a consequence his heart cannot beat easily and fluid pools everywhere; his liver, jugular veins, abdomen, legs and lungs. He has difficulty breathing when he lies down. Even if under guidance of an echo it looks pretty intense sticking a needle about 10 centimeters under his sternum towards his heart. Even more impressive is when the patient tells you after removing the first 100 ml of fluid that he feels as if he can breath easily again.

The most impressive realization however was the fact that out of two deliveries today one of the ladies was sero-positive and her baby had to receive anti retro viral drugs to reduce his chance of becoming HIV positive. AIDS is rampant in Bebedja the nuns estimate looking at their sentinel voluntary tests of pregnant women that up to 30% of the population may be HIV positive. Something to think about…

Tomorrow more about the nuns/nurses working here.

Love and peace,

Ashis

Africa Vision 15

2007-12-09T08:37:00.002-08:00

Africa Vision 15

Bebedja, December 4, 2007

Chicken on the roof

Today it became perfectly clear to me why Chadians travel with their chicken on the roof of the car. As we slugged our way to the south every 100-kilometer a bag dropped of the roof. Clearly the chickens are confused and guard the bags as if they are eggs. As you notice I am not in N’Djamena. Here in St Joseph’s at Bebedja there is a 90-bed hospital where tomorrow I shall plunge into service. I live in a little bungalow and despite the electricity being turned of at 21.00 all else is brilliant. The sisters received me with a late night salad and a warm conversation. We talked about their experience of Chad since 1977. One sister told me that over the last years since the oil has been found a laisez-aller has developed. Somehow with the mineral richness in their environment and yet for many no improvement in their day-to-day life something has snapped. To quote a sister: ‘People say we are poor and have been so for so long it does not matter if we die early’ She clearly talked about a change of mentality for the worse.

A certain dependence attitude I need to find out more about this. For now I need to plunge back into the tropical medical textbooks as well as create a mini medical wordlist to understand the patients when they speak their local language or Arabic. Luckily I shall be working with the aid of a nurse translator who speaks French. It has been a while since I saw patients but with the patient load it will not take long to be in full swing again. And of course common things are common. What happens here a lot is that patients present very late in their illness. When a baby comes with an anemia of 3 (severe) and in coma and convulsing it is difficult to treat. My last visit I saw many children and adults with progressed disease and then HIV is a bi issue in this area.

In short a lot of work cut out for me here. I shall return to N’Djamena to give my first class at university and lobby for funding of course. The journey today was with 10 staff members of World Vision. They are to be found all over the south. As we drove around N’Djamena the last two ladies managed to pile up an impressive number of 21 bags and suitcases to be taken their home. The whole trip this sheer endless luggage was the cause of a lot of hilarity. On many occasions when yet another bag dropped of the top of the Land-cruiser proposition were made to chuck of some luggage or to send someone up to the top of the car to guard the valuables. Our queen of the vehicle was a lady of my size. A true queen as traveling light meant our car’s axels almost broke.

As N’Djamena - Mondou is 700 kilometers there is the obligatory flat tire. Today one exploded and it took a great team effort and two Rambo knives to carve it off the axis. Three other heavyweights and my self mounted the back of the vehicle. This is usually the place for 1 or 2 golden retrievers. Truly sardines have a better deal. One thing about my Chadian friends no matter what comes on the path there is always something to laugh about. The easy and well felt laughs in Chad ring well in my ears.
From tomorrow I shall be writing about the activities in the hospital of St Joseph. For now sleep well. Perhaps I can post this from Bebedja and otherwise you shall have to wait a bit.

Harmony,

Ashis

Africa Vision 14

2007-12-09T08:37:00.001-08:00

Africa Vision 14

N’Djamena, December 3, 2007

Musings.

Guns and roses. All you need is just a little patience.
Do I have that?

It has been a while since I am here and as I wrote about before I came to head a Chadian NGO working in the field of public health.
Have we started? Mm well yes there have been several field visits but no money no funny. That is the crunch. Donors need to be convinced and as a new organization that is not easy however good your intentions are or your track record in previous jobs or your network. A new kid on the block is a new kid on the block.

As to assure I spend my time wisely in Chad it has to be said it did not take me long to find good alternatives (or rather supplementary work) until the main job begins.

First there is the challenge of teaching Public Health to sixth year medical students. Forty-nine thereof. I cannot wait. My first class will be within one month of my arrival here. The opportunity to discuss what I call creative public health, simply using common sense combined with experiences from other countries and what is realistically available budget and resource wise to implement health policies and programs is a boon. The discourse, the interactions with these future health leaders of Chad I sincerely hope I will be able to tickle their imagination as to become the best possible doctors for their own country. So many Chadians have to go without any medical service at all. Medicine is such a gift. A gift to serve. Not meant to serve as an opportunity to receive gifts. A healthy child, a smiling mother after a delivery gives a lot of satisfaction. And the opportunity to work with people is in my eyes a blessing. People who share their stories their plights.

Second there will be the work in the Hospital St Joseph in Bebedja. For the last days I had been awaiting paperwork. Now the waiting is for transportation. As there are cars plying south from other NGO’s and the diocese it is good to pool resources. Going back to full on clinical practice is exciting. Specially in a French speaking area and an area that has all the tropical disease you can think of. As a quick general referral there is always the MSF clinical guidelines and for the rest I will depend on the nurses and other doctors. Chad being Chad however cars may not move tomorrow, but the day after. Good old kalke (Bengali for tomorrow or never) If nothing materializes tomorrow I will rent a camel and depart early in the morning. Too much city is not good for this bush doctor.

Zen like thoughts meander through my mind.
Before great action comes great rest.
A broken tooth will cause delay in travel.
Practicing mental ludo is good for health.

That or these are the chits of paper in the Chinese fortune cookies of last night’s dinner. Across the street there is a cake and fruit shake bar. Until I have my own mixer I can hop over for the essential vitamins. In case I get lazy at night there are my neighbors who run a Senegalese restaurant. Easy food.

Delay, decay, delay.

No transport today or tomorrow. A camel or a donkey does start to feel like a good alternative.

Ciao

Ashis

Africa Vision 13

2007-12-09T08:37:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 13

N’Djamena, December 2, 2007

Party on!

It has been a gastronomic and dancing weekend. I was very fortunate to get introduced through my cousin Babu to Orlando and his wife Rita they are from Venezuela. Both are working in the oil industry and Rita will stay in Chad for a long time I hope. Esso has its facilities in the South where I will be driving off to on Tuesday. My travel permit is in the pocket. But back to my new friends. A feast of palate tickling exquisite gamba’s, Thai beef, chicken, tiramisu like cake, wines, liquors, great hosts and most important sweet guests.

Ruben is a young Chadian who has been in the USA for 16 years. Yet at one point in his life he decided to come back for a year to get to know his ancestral roots and do some social work. Six years later he is still here and has been the founder of two NGO’s working on women empowerment and an English language learning center/library.

We started talking and it so fine to meet similar minded people. His entire family is in the USA yet he is in Chad. He is working at women empowerment and education. Two themes close to my heart. I am very curious to hear more about his work. I have been told on numerous occasions that Chadian run organizations are rare and here is a young guy starting two. Just as important is the fact that he plays basketball every Saturday so I can work on my fade away three point jump shot, drives to hoop, nasty blocks, heartbreaking rebounds and my sky hook. John P. better be well prepared when you show up in N’Djamena again. Game on.

So over the last weeks I have been hovering around town. Making friends in the Indian community, Chadian old colleagues, Chadian business people living abroad, NGO workers, IRC and IMC colleagues, university staff, doctors, UN peeps, my neighbors kids, Embassy staffs (USA and South Africa), party people and brothers and sisters from the Church (in the South). As there is a limited amount of restaurants, hotels, nightclubs, sport clubs and events it is quite easy to get to know a lot of people in a short time. Today I made my first ride as a customer of a clando (motorbike). For two dollars I was whisked across town. I had just come back from Plantation. It is the out door club to be on a Sunday afternoon. Last night I spent dancing my heart and lungs out on Saturday night at Blue. The 5-star hotel’s Kempinski’s fancy nightclub. There was a singer from Ivory Coast and my he managed to whip up the crowd.

All this partying is a good distraction. But also a good way to meet people and see what others are doing at a grass root level for Chad’s civil society. Ranging from the international NGO’s to the Government to foreigners and Chadians working to make a difference in grass root organizations. The longer and deeper you search the more initiatives and opportunities you find.

From the domestic front there is good news. I have found a young man named Clement to help me out keep the flat sand free, washing clothes, running errands and receive guests/visitors once the office will be functional (as Africa Vision takes off). It is when you ask what is the minimum monthly salary in Chad that you realize how blessed we are in Europe. Here you get 20000 CFA or 40 dollars per month and you are supposed to work 6 days 12 hours for those peanuts.

Buenos noche,

Ashis

Africa Vision 12

2007-11-30T08:53:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 12

N’Djamena, November 30, 2007

N’Djamena

So what is N’Djamena? Formerly known as Fort Lamey it was the French power center before independence Estimations range but I think it is safe to say there are about 1 million people living in the area. Today I realize that despite living here for three weeks now I have not seen a lot. There is a lively central market where Bollywood films, Hollywood t-shirts, Batista and other WWE stars rule supreme. Lebanese shops supply the western goodies. The restaurants are situated right along Charles the Gaulle Avenue. It is there where my mansions lie. Travel is easy with the yellow cabs about 3 dollars a pop. But having your own set of wheels is more or less necessary here. It is too bad I forgot my rollerblades in the Netherlands. Considering a bicycle. It is fun to paddle around town, but it does not solve the issue of my nighttime escapades. The most fancy nightclub in town lies about 7 miles away from my pied a terre. The good news is that a local nightclub formerly known as number 1 is opening up the doors again tomorrow. From there I can roll home.

Silly me did not realize that brother Faizal has a wireless Internet connection in his travel front office. That will sure save a lot of time while going trough emails, face book or other websites. After being spoilt in the Netherlands and the USA with the fastest of the fastest it is back to dial up. Yes Internet and blogging does play a big roll now and I shall do my utmost to keep on writing once every two days. Finally today I got through to Dr Gusto in Bebedja. The phone connection had been crappy for a while. He was happy to hear I am coming as soon as I have my travel permit. Not only because the hospital can use another set of ears and hands but also because like me Dr Gusto has a passion for the adorable Kinetoplasts Leishmania. As a dermatologist with over 10 years of experience with cutaneous leishmania (skin ulcers) in Latin America he has the impression there may be some cases as well in the South of Chad. He is looking for an alternative affordable treatment modality because the normal medication is not available in Chad. But first of all it would be great to confirm that Leishmania is available in Chad.

For that we need the sand fly (vector of the disease) and infected patients (mammals, as leishmania can be seen in man different animals but mainly humans and dogs). Then from an ulcer material needs to be taken and under a microscope with coloring in the macrophages several small cells can be seen the amastigote. Looking forward to peep through the microscope. If that does not work one can look at antibodies in the blood. For all these test chemicals and reagents are needed. Usually only the basic of the basic is available. I shall contact my colleagues at MSF to see if they have any of the test in the country after all MSF is one of the agencies that has most experience in diagnosing and treating leishmaniasis (albeit the visceral or systemic form) And they work in a hospital nearby in Gore about 100 kilometer away from Bebedja.

It is starting to itch. Breathing in and out is not easy when you are waiting for paperwork but it is the way it is with a civil war going on in the East and the action of Zoë’s Arc last month.
So what to do?
Write another blog entry
Highlight the needs of the people in the South of Chad or for that matter in most of Chad. As the dean of the medical faculty Dr Djada clearly stated. Even in N’Djamena children die of diarrhea, chest infections, measles and malnutrition. All completely preventable illnesses.
The students of yesterday in wooden benches, one training hall for the medical faculty. No audiovisuals to speak of. I think the students will enjoy when I come by with a projector and do a power point presentation. Aiming for them to enter in debate and to tickle them to think about creative, intelligent, durable, cheap and effective strategies to promote health in Chad.

Peace and Love

Ashis

It I so good to hear that many of you are busy in your own way to make a difference. Be it for Darfur, Uganda, Nepal or any other country around the world. Keep up the energy and belief that things can change for the better.

Africa Vision 11

2007-11-30T08:18:00.002-08:00

Africa Vision 11

N’Djamena, November 28, 2007

Patience

I truly wish I could tell you more abut what is going on in the East of Chad. But there has been a complete blackout of news. All we notice in the capital here is the frequent condolence meetings of high-ranking Chadian officers. Also the military hospital seems to be quite full so surgical cases are being admitted in the civilian hospital as well. Yet during my visit of today of the General Referral Hospital I did not get the impression the wards are overflowing more than normal or that the surgeons are exhausted. What I saw were the normal procedures. Hospital staff lining up to get their monthly salary. Patient strolling in the garden with crutches. Family members cooking food in the yard. In other words business as usual.

What was special I managed to meet about 15 students from the 6th year. Those students I will be teaching starting in one to two weeks. I spent my evening behind the computer looking for good material online. Pictures and texts/articles in French so I will make less spelling mistakes. I got so much involved I even skipped my nightly outing to the Carnivore. There also there were signs of an ongoing war. The captain who lives next door to the club has died in Abeche and out of piety tonight there is no music at the Carnivore.

Paperwork in the main time is what I am waiting for. I would be so happy to be working in the hospital in Bebedja. But because of the idiots of Arc de Zoë every foreigner needs a travel permission to assure we will not kidnap children and have an appropriate reason to travel. Waiting has never been my strongest point and I truly hope tomorrow the papers will come so I can leave this weekend. The hospital in the South is an ideal place to understand the dynamics and the specific health problems in the South. I do hope to be able to interact with the health authorities in Doba. After all it is they who are responsible for distribution of medication and vaccines and it seems they are not doing their job. Through the dean of the medical faculty I will be getting in touch with the oil minister from the South. He himself comes from Bebedja and may be interested to do some work for the people in his area.

I meditate daily, I write; I chat with friends on line, try to network as much as possible still I feel I am in a state of semi slumber. I cannot wait any longer. My stethoscopes are itching. Well even fixing my blocked lavabo takes 10 days. It was a hilarious affair as the plumber came with his bare hands only and ended up fixing the plumbing with a plastic bag he found in a wastebasket. When I told him now I have a leak instead of a block he just grunted; said he was off to get a ladder and promised to come back. Well tomorrow another round of carrot and stick will be played. In the hope he will have some tools with him, a ladder and a clue as to what the hoot he is doing. I just find it bemusing. I was thinking about taking a photo of his great job but it is just too rancid. It has been said a cleaner will light up my existence from tomorrow. I can’t wait. Project one is the bathroom, then my bedroom, living room and finally the kitchen. Yes a kitchen, time to cook again! Namaskar

Ashis awaiting plumber in action

Africa Vision 10

2007-11-27T06:26:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 10

N’Djamena, November 26, 2007

Moving green bushes

Sad events this weekend in the Eastern parts of Chad. Two sites near the regional capital and hub for NGO’s Abeche came under rebel attack. It is a clear reminder that there are still many rebel groups active in Chad. In this incident a security guard was shot in the leg and two humanitarian aid workers from MSF and Oxfam were beaten by rifle but. I wish all the best for the local population, refugees and the aid workers in these heavily armed and conflict-ridden regions. On top of that as it is the fighting season. Slightly delayed by heavy rainfall the bi-annual has commenced. The rebels try to carve out a part of Chad so once the UN troops arrive they have a strong position to enter negotiations. As a consequence an estimated 1000 soldiers and rebels died and many more got wounded. There is a month left before the UN troops come so we can expect more battles.

For those who wish to read more try the following web link www.reliefweb.int
It is just Saturday that I had a dinner with staff members of the UN. They are in town to set up shop in Abeche and N’Djamena. The goal is to prepare the arrival of several thousand European peacekeepers in the Eastern part of Chad. The ones I was writing about in my previous blog. Finally they will start coming in December. It is natural for things to heat up just before the arrival of these troops. Also a negotiated peace deal between the government and 4 leading rebel groups expired after one month. Unrest in the East sometimes leads to phone lines to be cut off. I was supposed to be eating with friends now but I cannot reach them to find out where exactly their house is.

Today’s good news is the meeting with doctor Gagde. He is the in charge of the public health department at the medical faculty. He has received his training in public health in Toulouse, France. As we discussed it became clear that the academic year is coming to an end and that the students need special teaching sessions.

A perfect opportunity for me to step and to prepare some sessions on parasites. My beloved parasite! Parasites and their impact on human health, the treatment modalities, how to address the problems, constraints in the terrain. Fresh medical minds to be challenged by the creative public health concept. I was informed that students like to note down all information coming from a teachers lips. Well either they need a speedy Gonzales pen or they will have to get used to not capturing every word and following the discourse. It is fun to make power point presentations. What is less fun that I need to find out a way to make my mediocre written French look at least passable. Around December 10th my first class should take place. The good thing is public health is taught at year 2-7 so there is ample opportunity to corrupt the minds.

For those of you who read the blog through the blogspot website and get to see the picture there are two news flashes.

First with the help of my friend Gerry now the blogs are available in French. Thanks a gazillion Gerry for the hard work of translating my gibberish. Once the connection/ phone lines will improve I shall be able to post them.

Second the photo with the moving bushes was taken while I was stirred and shaken. All of a sudden it felt as if I was in a Lord of the Rings film. Moving bushes and trees. I asked Leon what was going on. Eight green leaved figures on the road. As an initiation rite boys need to live in the forest and eat what they catch and collect only. At night they may come to the village to dance and impress the girls but they return to the woods to sleep. At the end of one month, if everything has gone well they have become real men. Fascinating animistic traditions clearly still play a big role in day-to-day life.

Groeten,

Ashis

Africa Vision 9

2007-11-24T07:28:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 9

N’Djamena, November 24, 2007

South versus East

Doctor Djada is an experienced ophthalmologist who has practiced for years in France and came back to assist his country in developing a medical school. He is the dean of the medical faculty and from our first meeting there is a very warm connection. We discuss the state of the health care system in Chad, the medical educational system and how at all levels there is large scope for improvement. Today we discussed the field visit I did in the south. Who I met, what were the findings, what are my suggestions. It is great to have such an experienced doctor to team up to share experiences. He is well connected and came with a very good suggestion for the next weeks. I should write up a small report on the planned interventions in Longone Oriental. We will discuss these plans together and see if we can find local support to fund some of these initiatives.

As I wrote about awhile back simple things can make a major difference:

1. Helping out with a sustainable method to transport vaccines and medication to and from the health post will prevent cycles of outbreaks of measles and malaria. Sustainable in this sense means community owned and with a community that is willing to participate in the maintenance of for example a motorbike.
2. Basic health education to local village health workers. What are danger signs to the detriment of the child? When to rapidly refer to a health post or a hospital?
3. As only the sun rises for free there needs to be an agreement that at least part of the cost need to be recuperated from the local population. Often non-governmental organizations have the tendency to flood the health market with free care for all. In the long run this undermines the capacity of the governmental health post to generate funds and provide care. Yet explaining to local populations that a contribution for health is required when several kilometers away all care is for free is often not easy.

Some of you have asked me to comment on the differences between the East and the South. As I am new to the South is shall give my preliminary findings.

1. A Christian or animist South versus a Islamic East
2. Refugee issues in the East roughly of a ten fold scale (220.000 refugees, 180.000 internally displaced people versus 25.000 refugees and several 10.000 IDP’s)
3. In the East pastoralist, nomadic, trading culture versus in the South sedentary, agricultural, educational focus
4. Nutritional scarcity in the East versus bountiful nutrition in the South
5. Sand versus trees
6. Dry riverbeds versus fast flowing rivers
7. Saharan / Sahelian climate versus Savannah / Rain forest climate
8. No nightlife versus a well developed club scene in the oil rich areas
9. Camels versus monkeys
10. Low population density versus dense habitation patterns
11. Arab speakers versus French speakers

At the end of the day between East and South both are best. Yet the differences are like night and day. At times you wonder how this one country with such a large difference in day-to-day life, belief and physical environment. Despite differences and ongoing conflict many in the South to quote Leon: ‘are still Chadian first and much later Southerner.

To return to Dr Djada I will be happy to assist in teaching public health at the medical faculty for the 6th and 7th year students. Monday I will go to a lecture by a French HIV expert. It is always good to keep on learning. Amidst reports of the World Health Organization that the number of HIV positive people has been estimated to be 33 million instead of the earlier announcement of 39 million the disease is still a major threat. Oil rich areas are known to attract people with money and it gives opportunity to a lively entertainment industry in all its richness. Clubs, gambling, bars, brothels, nightclubs are plenty. This is another good entry point to prevent needless deaths caused by this killer disease.

Peace and love,

Ashis

Awaiting teaching cap

Africa Vision 8

2007-11-23T05:12:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 8

N’Djamena, November 22, 2007

Medical reality.

Bebetou is our first place to visit. There are several roads leading through the forest. You get bumped and mauled and this is the best season to travel. I am told that elephants roam freely and that at some places where we drive during the rainy season the road is submerged in a lake. Between June and October due to heavy rain you need several hours, if you arrive at all and a Toyota 4x4 pick up to arrive. Now the 50 kilometer from Doba take only two hours.

This village is relatively well off. Two thousand people live here and there is a Catholic mission post, a protestant health post, a government health post and it is the main village of this locality. Yet even here the government health post does not do all vaccination. The cold chain is in place. Staff members are trained and available. Yet when the nurse goes to the regional capital Doba to pick up vaccines they are not made available. As a consequence diseases like measles still are rampant and tens to hundreds of children can still die of this vaccine preventable disease. And every so often there is an outbreak of measles. Two thousand seven and children die of malaria, malnutrition, tonsillitis and chest infections.

What happened?

Why are basic services not even delivered to the people in the rural areas?
True there are great obstacles; distance, access over trails, lack of personnel, funds, resources. The magnitude of the disease load (malaria is rampant), cultural practices (children eat last, for a multitude of reasons), traditional healing practices (when a child is feverish, the tonsils are removed by a local healer by finger. This practice often leads to bleeding and death). The nurse in this health center told me he had 30 ampoules of Quinine. This enough for the full treatment of maximum three patients suffering from severe malaria.

But I also said this center is well off. The diocese has a vehicle and in case of emergency the hospital is about one hour drive away. Many villages lie in more isolated places. Picture the chances of a child there. Often health posts are health post only in name. When a woman delivers and in it turns into an obstructed labor there is a high likelihood she will die in childbirth.

As for the tropical medical doctor it is a great area to work in. Malaria, leprosy, schistosomiasis (mansoni and haematobium), cutaneous leishmaniasis, oncerchosis (river blindness), tuberculosis, HIV, typhoid fever, meningitis. The list is near endless. My plans for the next two months will be to work in the hospital at Bebedja part time, teach at university part time in N’Djamena. Traveling up and down from north to south and back.

Bebedja is a mission hospital and has taken over in the region as being the only functional hospital for a big region. The public hospital in the regional capital has shut its doors. Here there are about 85 beds. There is an operation theatre, maternity, HIV voluntary counseling and testing center, treatment of HIV, out patient department and inpatient department and a laboratory. Several sisters work in the hospital as do 3 doctors and many other health staff. It is a great opportunity to get to learn more about the local language, diseases, problems and solutions. I am happy to be going back south soon.

Peace and love,

Ashis

Aspiring jungle boy

Africa Vision 7

2007-11-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 7

Doba, November 20, 2007

Road trip.

The schedule will be a bit hectic but no guts no glory. From Sunday to Thursday we will visit the following villages and cities in Southern Chad: Doba (regional capital, 30000 people), Bebetou (village with about 2000 inhabitants and a Catholic Mission), Bebedja (Catholic hospital), Bero (small village in the middle of the oil fields) and Gore (near the border with the Central African Republic and home to about 25000 refugees from CAR). We are Leon, a former pilot, Chadian and homeboy from the region and myself. Our sturdy steed is a Toyota RAV large. And the co-pilot is Madam Poule, a hitch hike-ster we found on the road.

According to Leon giving a chicken water and food while traveling is as serving a death sentence so our beautiful bird is on a crash diet. Tranquil she sits in the back and reminds of her presence only when we take a wrong turn.

Our trip started of in a foul way. As mentioned before at the moment les Blancs are not a loved group of people presently in Chad. Some Chadians think all humanitarians are here to kidnap as many children as possible. When we arrived at the first military check point we were asked what was our reason to go south. As a rule you take what is called in French an Ordre de Mission. Somehow with the early departure at 07.00 I had left it in my room. Not a smart thing to do. More and more shouting military. One or two soldiers searching through the luggage. Finding a video camera.
Where is the permission for the camera?
Are you going to shoot films of children so you can sell them to families in Europe? Passport!

A call to my friend Faizal to dispatch a vehicle to send another mission order. Phone calls to relations with high positions in the army. A tough one-hour. A small donation (6 dollars) and the air is cleared. The same soldiers rummaging and shouting now coming for consultations of their ailments. Gastritis, hemorrhoids, headache and other minor problems. Lesson learnt. Get your papers in order before traveling. It saves time and energy.

The ride itself was smooth. Changing landscapes. Dry savanna, wet savanna, forest, and deep forest. And the rivers. Brown and flowing. Pirogues (local boats made out of wood) and fishermen, farmers on the banks of the rivers. Bright clothes. Bright light, more and more green (even if this is the dry season). The roads are perfect. Completely different from the East. The 700-kilometer journey we travel in ten hours. With all stops.

The south has the good fortune to have oil. But even better for them the first schools in Chad were built in the south around 1907. Missionaries came from Bangui, Central African Republic. The heartland of Chadian intelligentsia has been the south and even more specific the area we are visiting the next 5 days. Leon is a clear example of this. All through the 5-day tour we discuss the present and past socio economic reality of Chad. What are the differences between north and south? Between the pastoralist and the farmer. The trading Muslims, Christians that prefer school, animists that live a traditional life style. Again over the next blogs I shall try to share more of that. For those that have not yet visited the web site

www.ashis-africavision.blogspot.com

It is all the more attractive now as there are photos posted

The photo that comes with this story is a bit murky. Try and guess what you see and I will explain in a week what is actually on the photo.

Peace and love,

Ashis

Africa Vision 6

2007-11-23T05:02:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 6

Doba, November 18, 2007

A new roommate.

Beneath the lights outside N’Djamena Tour Office a Confederacy of Quacking Toads gathers. At least 12 of these lovely creatures I found last night sitting under the tube light awaiting insects to fall into their reach. An added attraction is the pipeline of he air conditioning shedding cool water. Clearly only the King of the Toads can sit in the heavenly damped spot. No animal comes near the toads, as their skin is poisonous. Young cats find out soon enough. If a scorpion ever stings you and there is no crocodile oil available catch a toad and rub it on the spot that is affected. It works better than any other cure.

My rooms are teeming with life but what I found 2 days ago beats all my roommates so far. There is a bat in my bedroom what am I gonna do. There is a bat in my living room what am I gonna do. I am going to trick that bat that is what I’m a gonna do. I must say it is amazing to see how these animals can fly around in a small room with a spinning fan in near synchronized ellipsoid curves. I think I managed to whisper sweet little nothings in its ear as the next morning as if a vampire it had disappeared. No coffin however in my flat.

At dinner at Chez Woo’s I heard an incredible story about a fish called ciliur I believe. When the water in the desert dries up it forms a little cavern in the mud and goes into hibernation for up to two three years. Then when it rains it burst out of winter slumber and shoots up in the seasonal rivers and lakes.

And then some birds again. Ebenezer’s guinea fowl flew away. Now the remaining one has sunk in a deep depression. Part of the mission of this field trip is to take some small guinea fowl our brother bird livens up again. They are a bit like geese in the sense that they serve a good watch birds. Usually the guards at the houses are asleep. So these birds are a wise investment.

As in a movie while about 50 kilometer out of N’Djamena a large group of nomadic people. Bright clothes, bare-chested women, camels, and the Indian hunched back cow. I tried to whisper to them in Bengali but they did not understand. Perhaps they are from other parts of India.

All the way down to Doba we passed rivers, the scenery changed dry to semi tropical rain forest and everywhere there where goats, sheep, cows, chicken next to the road. In fact these 500 kilometer are amongst the only paved roads in Chad as they lie between the two largest cities in Chad; N’Djamena and Mondou. Also they lead to the oilfields in the South. At some of the parts of the river Hippotami live and Crocodiles are known to live in the South East. One of the fascinating things about Chad is the amazing wildlife. As a friend was telling even the desert teems with light. Riding around at night you will see eyes of all sizes and heights pop up in your headlights. When you study trails you see footprints everywhere. With that I leave you

Namaskar, Ashis Brahma, animal lover

Africa Vision 5

2007-11-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 5

N’djamena, November 16, 2007

A stuffed pelican.

‘Ebenezer I swear that thing is a stuffed bird. Or a statue of some kind. As I walk towards the long bold necked, black-feathered huge bird it thrusts is neck forwards. As if asking me for a feeding of captain or carp. These are the local fish delicacies. Motionless it stands in the corner of the aptly named restaurant Pelican. We are there to discuss with UNICEF program managers about our project. The meeting has been postponed three times since last week Friday. It is time to talk shop and present our proposal. A meeting in a restaurant as due to heightened security rules UNICEF can no longer receive guests in their office.

The issue of Zoë’s Arc pops up its ugly head again. Until the issue of the 103 children and their 6 suspected kidnappers is resolved signing of agreements by UNICEF has been suspended. That was not an easy message to swallow but it is as it is. Overall the good Dr Granga was very happy with our proposal. Especially with the proposed collaboration of international experts with mainly local people at the grassroots of the program seems to be interesting. For years international donors have been looking for local NGO’s and now one is popping up at their door. Further explanation of the plan of action of the project was requested. For this I am happy to say I will be leaving to the proposed field site on Sunday. Forsaking my weekly jiggy at the Plantation. Work before pleasure. Actually I have been told Mondou is a happening place. It is a peaceful city with nice people.

At Mondou I shall try to shoot many pictures, film a lot, interview stakeholders, get a feel of the pulse of the place. Bero and Doba will also be visited. Our partners in the field may give a deeper insight into what is reality of these places. The team will stay in the South for about 4 nights. A quick scan tour therefore. I can foresee that in the first weeks I shall go back each week to work in the local hospital 3-4 days a week. To build up ties with the local population and come to a greater understanding of what are the main problems in the field. My tropical medical heart is beating. The area is a subtropical region. And a variety of tropical disease is present. Time to use the good old stethoscope again, trust the eyes and ears and listen to the stories of the people. There are nurses working in the area so that is a good entry point for training. Let us see.

Talking about training I met the dean of the medical faculty. We had an open discussion about the objectives of Africa Vision, which he would like to help succeed and also about his NGO working on eye care in the isolated regions. We ended talking opportunities for me to be involved in teaching public health and infectious disease in the medical faculty to 6th and 7th year medical students. A challenge given it is in French but something I have dreamt about for years. Opportunities arise, up to me to jump aboard. The road in Africa is never straight you always get sidetracked. It is up to you not to lose the end goal or lose your cool.

Namaskar, Ashis Brahma, amateur bird spotter

Africa Vision 4

2007-11-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 4

N’djamena, November 14, 2007

Children’s demonstration.

President’s Sarkozy heavy-handed intervention in the case of the 103 abducted has not been received well in Chad. His rescue mission to extract as many of the pilots, journalists and workers of Zoë’s Arc shows a very colonial view of the world in my eyes. Chad has a justice system in place. The accusations of kidnapping and abduction of 103 children are to be tried in the country where the events take place. Would a Chadian who is accused of committing a crime in France be tried in Chad or in France? Why would there be class justice for the people involved in this horrendous case?

The hundred and three children are in N’Djamena during the investigation of the case. They are kept away from their parents. Used as pawns in a political game to extract maximal effect. The highest authorities in Chad have spoken big words. The children would have been part of an organ donation scheme. The bottom line is that adoption is culturally and legally not allowed in Chad. However good the intentions of giving children a house in France this case just stinks. Today in the center of N’Djamena school children demonstrated against president Sarkozy. If only the people of Zoë’s Arc would have used their brains.

Patience is a virtue. So far our meeting with the people of UNICEF has been postponed twice. Once because of the case of Zoë’s Arc and yesterday because there may be an outbreak of polio in Chad. If this is the case rapid public health intervention; in other words rounds of vaccinations need to take place immediately. It would confirm the general findings of one of our field visits in the South that the vaccination campaign is not at all adhered to. This gives all the more reason to accelerate our start up. If only one of the project proposals could be signed this week and money transferred our program could be rolled out.

As far as I understand there are 30 plus international organizations working in Chad and about 2 national ones. Africa Vision as a new kid on the block has a very good position I believe. Local authorities are looking for local players. It ties in with the philosophy that local people working with local solutions, aided by international experience, best tackle local problems. Simple solutions, which are known to work around the world, shall be implemented in Mondou, Doba and surrounding areas. Vaccination programs, training of community based health educators, supplying of oral rehydration solution, bed nets and malaria medication will lead to huge improvements in the health status of the kids.

Myself: I am trying to learn to be patient, diplomatic and more of the desirable skill sets of a captain of a team. Meeting people in different places so my dream can come true. Today the dean of the medical faculty, UNICEF, UN and some old colleagues from IRC. There will be a wee bit of banter and dance I am sure. Also I need to get busy chasing peacocks. There are unconfirmed rumors that they are available!

Namaskar, Ashis Brahma, future peacock farmer

Africa Vision 3

2007-11-13T04:13:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 3

N’djamena, November 12, 2007

Struck by a motorbike.

As if I am in India. What a gastronomic heaven it has been the last few days. Dal, rice, potol, luchis. Even Diwali has been celebrated. Today was a day of exploration. I think I found a statue of Mahatma Gandhi. At least it was a figure bent forward walking with a long cane. As there was nobody near and the gate was firm and contained barbed wire I decided to wait a future opportunity. The statue did resemble the one I found in Mexico City. A formidable place to meditate that was with the squirrels hopping around. Here I need to investigate what colors the squirrels are. Do these animals live on all continents and in all countries? A mystery soon to be explored. I walked around the city center and it was remarkably quiet.

Good fortune came my way when some colleagues from IMC popped up. In our disco mobile we went to the club across the river. Plantation is jam packed but only open on Sundays. A preliminary shyness (15 minutes) and then I was off to terrorize the dance floor. This club is known to turn as if it is a scene from “From Dusk till dawn” At about 17.00 it is time to move as everyone is drunk and the big mafia boys and girls roll in to the club. The open-air disco by then is twice maximum capacity. Time to boogie. As we left a 12 year old was either busy stealing a motorbike, or he v=never drove a bike before or he was drunk or all of the above what matters to me that I ended up being his break. Yet I must says the roads in Africa are getting safer. In Burundi, my first job, the first accident took place after about 30 minutes in the country. A car smashed into the doors side I was sitting at. The accident led to two totaled vehicles and a smirking Ashis. Here at least all that happened was a 12 year old grimacing that he was in control, profusely apologizing after seeing whom he crashed into.

I have found the chess program on this computer and it is a sobering experience being squashed game after game. I need to find human competition. Playing more at my level. Had a good discussion about our meeting of tomorrow at UNICEF. A large deal of the success of the projects and the future of Africa Vision will depend on the signing of the agreement. Funds will flow in, staff can be hired, cars bought, the office opened, drugs, materials ordered. There is a pile of things to do. But first, first let us have a good meeting tomorrow morning.

Next week there may also be meetings with an oil company who want to sponsor a local NGO in the field of HIV/AIDS prevention, the university where I want teach young doctors public health/infectious disease, several other NGO’s (as not to reinvent all wheels) Potential new staff members will be interviewed, an office needs to be found and a field trip to the South of Chad will be planned.
More inch Allah tomorrow.

Ashis Brahma
Main brake to motorcycle

Call me if you can 235 6013 666

Africa Vision 2

2007-11-13T04:02:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 2

Ndjamena, November 10, 2007

Stuck in the door.

The United States of America have been good to me. Gastronomy and size of servings are such that my appreciative stomach has expanded considerably. Usually it does not lead to major problems but last night it did. For unexplainable reasons the door to the building where I am staying a flat got jammed. Brute force in the category of The Undertaker, Batista or other heroes of the formerly known World Wrestling Federation led me to unhinge the door. Unhinge to the extent I could worm my head and bag through only to be stuck at the belly level. It is there that breathing lessons of yoga came in handy. I visualized an empty void where my belly was and wham bam I crashed through the door. While pondering on my efforts I heard my poor neighbor coming home. Not being a bogey yogi like myself I rushed down and aided him with a bucket of water, soap and a rope to pull him in. No fire broke out that night and in the morning a Chadian demolition team came and the door is functional yet again.

Carnivore is the club in Chad where people come to devour piles of meat, or look at it. I go for the music, it is usually African blues/jazz or buffed up traditional French chansons. Like Rick’s place in Casablanca it is where vagabonds, spies, military, oil people, humanitarians, Chadian Richie Riches and girls, girls, girls come together. In the Netherlands just before my departure my friends had a vote and decided it was time to cut, burn and eradicate my beard. Frankly I agree that the bush living on my chin is getting a tad tedious. After all it has been there several years now. Slashed it was delicately and presently another beardless man is populating the earth. And yet again while entering the nightclub several ladies catcalled me as Jezus. Despite the chunky form and the lack of proper facial hair. Leaving the club is a battle, specially if you want to leave alone and with your items. Even if I live about 400 meters from Carnivore a taxi is obligatory because dacoits are on the outlook for scatterbrained white men walking the street.

A good old massive downpour turned the street into a swimming pool. Luckily my digital photo camera came with swimming goggles. Silly me left them in the Netherlands however. Plans a plenty for my future garden and they involve peacocks, coconut trees, swimming pool, hammocks, basketball court and bar cum disco. Dreams will come true. As many of you have shown interest to swing by Chad I shall definitely make your stay in Ashis’ Palace a pleasure. Likely the office cum palace is soon to be opened. And Brahma Chooks, yep, chicken will be there. Bahai has given me a good feel for it.

Work wise the biggest challenge next week is convincing our donor UNICEF to move ahead with releasing funds so the work (not preliminary) but the real thing can start as of November 15th. Then I am off to the field to visit the two sites; Mondou and Doba where we will work and have our offices. Meeting our partners in the field, village elders as well as exploring the local infrastructure, hospitals, health posts and water wells. I have seen some photos of a laboratory and a documentary of the area. Will try and post them as soon as possible. Internet access is requiring patience but soon we will have wireless so I shall be able to communicate swiftly.
Some of you may have heard of the attempt by people of Zoe’s Arc to kidnap 103 Chadian children and to fly them to France to be presented to adopting families. I cannot think how delirious the people of this organization must have been. The children they took are not orphans, but are healthy Chadian children with parents. Several hundred families in France paid more than 2000 euro to adopt a child. Chad however does not have a law for adoption and these children clearly had family, parents and were lured with candy. Truly the idiocy of this operation is worse than any imaginable tragicomedy written. The seven people who were responsible for this action are in jail and will be tried. They are facing 20 years of hard physical labor in Chad. President Sarkozy of France is doing all he can to get his compatriots back. Try to imagine a group of Chadians coming to France to lure 103 children into an airplane to be taken to Chad as new members of families in Chad. How would the Chadians be tried?

As a consequence the word Non Governmental Organization or humanitarian aid worker has a foul taste to it according to many Chadians. In the media the President came out and said that the goal of the taking of the children was to sell their organs. Mass demonstrations have been held against the members of Zoe’s Arc. It does not help when members of this organization come out and say that the organizations that are on the field and have been for 4 years do not have an impact or make a difference and that taking the children to France would have been their saving. Their day in court will come. And the damage done to NGO’s and the reputation of the international community will take a lot of time and effort to heal.

Tonight one of my Indian friends is leaving. He will return to India or go to Madgascar. After a huge vegetarian lunch a dinner at the Taj Mahal will follow. He is known as guruj and with a proper evening filled with banter and Indian humor he will be wrapped up and sent by parcel to the motherland. Bless him!

Let the party start I need to run

Vande mataram

Ashis Brahma
Aid to the Assistant Editor Assistant of the Journal of Africa Vision

Africa Vision 1

2007-11-10T03:17:00.000-08:00

Africa Vision 1

Rome-Addis Abeba, November 8, 2007

Going home.

The nun I am talking to is from North Kivu. Her family has been slaughtered and in a new vicious cycle of violence her remaining family members are being chased out of their villages. She is a refugee living in Rome on the way home to Kinshasa to arrange housing for 35 orphans. About 12 years ago she was being chased and again the same old story. There is a small percentage of blood lusty and power hungry mad men ruining the life of hundreds of thousands of people.

Some of my old colleagues of the International Rescue Committee are working in the area. I had been hearing stories about the dire needs. Congo, Sudan, Chad, Central African Republic. At times the list seems endless. And still my response is always the same.

No kid deserves not having shelter, food, clean drinking water, health care, education and basic security. This is enough reason for me to plunge back in to Chad again. This time my job is not in the East near Darfur but in the South. A steep learning curve will await me as I will become project director as well as medical advisor.

One of the most attractive parts of the job will be working with two friends. Fazal and Ebenezer. Both are old hands in Africa and in the world of nongovernmental organizations. Their dream was to set up an organization of Chadian origin with minimum foreign input. An organization meant to set up or rather revamp existing primary health care services in the South of Chad. For a plethora of reasons this area has been neglected by the current government .

Their dream is not an easy one to make come true. But the first steps have been taken. The organization is called Africa Vision and has been registered as an NGO with the Chadian government since several months. A donor has been found (UNICEF) and a project proposal has been written up. Several other potential donors (ESSO, the American Embassy) may be convinced as well to supply funds.

As it stands right now the area we will be working is in the South of Chad, near the border of the Central African Republic. Our target population is about 120000 people. It is an area where children still die of preventable diseases as for example malaria, diarrhea, measles or chest infections. The causes are simple. A working vaccination program is not in place. The hospital functions with out a physician, there are no or limited drugs, pigs live near the water well. There are more causes to describe which I will do in future letters.

We as Africa Vision will focus on several points.
The mission is to reduce child mortality and morbidity by sustainable and simple interventions. These interventions are things we in the West often take for granted: vaccination, medication supply, availability of health staff, clean water etcetera.

Firstly the distribution of impregnated bed nets and the follow up as to how to use them to prevent transmission of malaria.
Secondly the training of traditional birth attendants, village health workers, nurses in use of the Chadian treatment protocols.
Thirdly the supply of materials and medications to restock the health centers and hospitals in the regions will be addressed
Fourthly the setting up of a cold chain and a vaccination program will be paramount to improving child survival
Fifthly a solution must be found for the water born diseases. Water wells need to be buffed up.

None of these objectives can be reached without the active participation of the local population, local government and central government. All our staff will be Chadian, but for me, by means of focus group discussions input will be asked of stake holders; village elders, women, youths, church groups etcetera. Also there has to be a close collaboration with the government as to ensure longevity of the project.
International experience and knowledge is needed. We are lucky to have a partner to give as program support . They are called Project Concern International and hail from the USA.

Back to Chad. I am happy. I feel there is a lot of work ahead of us. I know there is support for my work from all over the world and that makes the job easier. Many have said they wanted to come and visit/work in the project. We will see what is possible. As to communicating about the project: a website will be opened for both Africa Vision as well as for myself. I intend to use a video blog on a weekly basis (either You tube, blogspot.com, or a website of our own) and a blog on a more regular bais.

Best of all is that I have the pleasure to work with people who believe I can do the job and have said that Africa Vision is my little baby. Well with the help of great Chadian staff the wish is to make it a grand success.

Nakuna matata,

Namaskar,

Ashis Brahma
Africa Vision’s Big Fish